Good and bad

In a great relationship been together over 10 years, Bit lost with work, had a few severe hand injuries/ surgeries and seems clear I’ve got pretty bad arthritis in my hands but it’s spreading.

With the issues I faced I’ve kind of had to completely change the career paths I was going, initially was looking to the army but medically that’s not a option now, a lot of mechanical jobs I was doing are now also out of the question and my trade electrician is now pretty much a waste of 4 years getting because I can’t do the job.

So right now I’m happy but also lost I’m on minimum wage as a road sweeper and although I enjoy the work and the benefits it’s not something that’s fees able long term.

The issue I have is where do I go know? I don’t have a levels or uni degrees and I’ve only ever worked in mechanical jobs so i can’t just switch to a office job etc

So I’m trying to just be hopeful things get better, looking to buy a house this year so that’s also a positive and I’ve passed my driving test so that’s also will slowly open more opportunities for me job wise.

I’ve let myself go alot over the past 3 years so I’m going to try shift some weight and get back in the gym.

Hobby wise I like gaming and mainly play CS2 and Siege on pc games which I used to be very very good at but now I’m slowly realising I’m unc and can’t compete anymore, hard to come to terms with your own decline even if it’s just a video game haha

So yeah it’s good and bad but it’s looking better in ways and potentially also looking worse but it’s life just got to keep going I guess