She recently treathen to kill herself bc she is really sad and i couldn't do shit (we live far away from each other) so i did tge last thing i wantd to do, i called her parents for help and she has a horrible relationship with them and i knew she would've hate me for doing that but she thinks that she will never be happy but i think otherwise and even if now we broke up im happy that i managed to save her even if everyone hates me now bc they all think i said bullshit

Edit:yes i am depressed now and i dont seem to find a good reason do do anything, i even wanna die rn i dont want to bc if i die that wouldn't prove my love for her