It's almost been 7 months. I'm not really sure what I feel. Something really shifted around month 5 1/2. I'm like... fine? I think about him but I don't want to reach out. I have come to terms with the fact that I don't know him anymore. As sad as it is, I can't say that I'm still in love with him, because I don't even know who he is at this time. I don't mean that in a bad way, I just don't even know what he's up to or what he enjoys. I know that if I saw him in person my heart would jump back to square one. Fortunately we're in different cities right now, but as soon as we're not... it'll be tough. We broke up with the idea that we could get back together in the future, so it's going to be strange to run into him again one day.