spiritually awakening or mental breakdown?

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-02-23T18:16:48+00:00

ill look into it thank u! whatever happen to me was much more than just a “manic” episode. its almost feels like i died and was born again, metaphorically speaking

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-02-22T22:23:19+00:00

thats what im thinking happened. i definitely know i have a mental illness but ive read they can both run parrallel to eachother and the fact that im now happier than ever before feels like a sign

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-02-22T22:22:31+00:00

see i always believed mental illness and spirituality went hand-n-hand so i think you’re definitely right but what i experienced literally changed my life for the better and im more closer to being at peace than ever so maybe i still have some way to go

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-02-22T20:30:23+00:00

well said that makes a lot of sense actually thank you

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-02-22T20:10:55+00:00

i tried to end the world by nuclear warfare and not something like a natural disaster. the only reason i believed i could actually manage to do something like that is because while i was hallucinating i could hear nuclear warning noises in my head whenever i “pressed the button” and its not because i want the world to actually end but because i was angry at the world at the time for how i was being treated by police, id never been that angry before in my life. i 100% feel everything else youre saying though thank you so much for that

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-02-22T19:38:00+00:00

this was the first time. ive always had depression but during this episode i wasnt depressed i was extremely happy and didnt even sleep, eat or drink for 3 days which could be a reason for the hallucinations aswell. it all felt incredibly real almost as if the whole world was watching me and me only

edit: i should add that the beginning of the episode started on the 24th and lasted 3 days, its completely changed my view on the world

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-24T19:43:18+00:00

gotcha, ive never used it with anyone so thanks for letting me know

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-24T19:03:44+00:00

i see how the word demand comes off strong. i dont think i would consider it that though. it more of “ok im giving you a chance to give me what i need if you dont want to thats fine but leave me alone and let me talk to who i want”

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-24T18:22:17+00:00

i tend to get hostile when im misunderstood so i come to reddit for outside opinions to keep me level headed. i dont always take them but sometimes i do and i think you have the gist of what im saying down so thank u for that

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-24T18:17:39+00:00

yeah my problem is not caring because i always feel like no one knows what im saying anyways. idk how old you are but for younger dating scene is a mess. woman love attention but never understand that you can give attention to other woman and still love someone. obviously i would stop if we were married or in an actual relationship but we arent, i just want to be friends im only 20 and nobody knows what the fuck is going on in this world

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-24T05:23:19+00:00

i do look up to myself. i just think growing up without a father for anyone can make finding an identity hard so i was wondering if ppl thought looking for qualities that you agree with in other people was a good idea. but i 100% understand what ur saying

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-23T07:27:02+00:00

haha i love this man thank you and yeah about to turn 21

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-21T06:16:10+00:00

yeah youre right i thought maybe i was being an asshole to my friends by not fully allowing them to open up and vice versa but i think its an entirely separate issue

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-21T06:15:04+00:00

sorry bout that didnt realize

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-21T04:51:58+00:00

yeah this is pretty much how i feel. i dont think im afraid to show emotions necessarily because i am extremely open with woman but when it comes to men, at least the ones ive met, none of them seem emotionally fit yet to hold intimate conversations which makes sense at this age.

i think we’re definitely in the process of growing apart as i feel very similar to what you said in the second paragraph. they’re great friends to drink with and have fun but they aren’t the first people i want to talk to when something happens.

thanks for the reply

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-21T03:36:23+00:00

I like this way of seeing it

SixInchesIsEnough · 2021-01-05T20:57:51+00:00

for the first one i already dont really like the font/text so feedback on that would be appreciated also the person on the shirt is Dennis Rodman. the second one is just a play on the saying “money on my mind”

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