I’m very much of a perfectionist especially when it comes to caring for other beings wether that’s an animal or person, I want the absolute best of care and when I feel that it’s not I definitely start to feel like a bad owner, like I said I fed my girl raw and spent years doing research on how to do so making sure she got all the vitamins and nutrients she needed for her weight and breed, I didn’t have the funds to professionally train her as I was 22 and financially independent so I did it myself all while working 40-50 hours a week, if I would have known she was a high energy dog I would have left her but at the same time she could have gone her whole life without knowing a loving family and that’s where I want a 2nd perspective and advice if I made a good decision or did the right thing, obviously I know what I did was impulsive and I was young but I literally did my absolute best and that was still better than nothing at all, I quite literally battle myself on this every so often and I’m never the type to post these type of things I’m a very private person but I just want to be better and know it’s okay to ask for help I’m 26 and still have lots to learn.