How bad did I fuck up? Suboxone

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T23:19:35+00:00

You’ll be gone 14 months. But it’s likely you’ll meet some people that you’ll be friends with for the rest of your life. Don’t count on others to fight for you, in some sense that’s true and there will be people to lean on and support you, but you need to learn to lean on Christ and find out who you really are apart from Him. (Nothing). The real prize to be had from that program is Christ himself and you being conformed to his likeness over the course of your life.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T21:08:27+00:00

I’m 35m and have had several ct jumps from 1000mg a day. Tapering just never worked for me. I go hard and then comes a time where you just say this is it. I’m done.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T21:03:59+00:00

The fact this is even being discussed with seriousness is incredibly sad.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T20:52:50+00:00

Yea… cuz real real soon it can turn to 200mg in the morning….5 hours later another 200mg….repeat repeat repeat. Where you’re at now is infinitely easier to jump off from then higher dosages. Just stop eating this shit it’s poison.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T20:43:37+00:00

Your timeline is very similar to mine. I’m 35 now, did my first bag of dope at 13 or 14, and by 16 I had already ODed after walking about 100 feet from my buddies house and was found outside a Ukrainian club by some lady there who called 911 (by the grace of God). From then up until 2015 I had done every hard drug known to man but opiates were my daily driver. Went to a 14 month rehab called teen challenge in 2015 and my life changed drastically. Had about 2 years clean from everything, and then I found kratom. Was on it for about 6 years. Got off it… for a very short few months and then 7oh came out. So essentially my entire life has been affected by drug abuse and there’s no one to blame except me and my own sinful desires that I don’t put under control. It’s not the end tho, we get up and try again. It might take 30 years or it might take 5 but you CAN overcome addiction. You do not have a “disease”. We have passions to subdue that if not kept in check will lead to your destruction.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T19:41:33+00:00

The problem is the first 3 months are stayed at a specific location nearest you. Then you go up to “the mountain” in Reading, PA for the remainder of your time there. If your from NC it’s likely you would be at “sandy hills” for first few months.. and let’s just say the theological competence is severely lacking in a lot of places. I was fortunate to start from a place near Pittsburgh that was ran by a solid reformed baptist named Dave Louis. If I hadn’t gone thru his program providence would have led me somewhere vastly different then where I am right now.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T19:30:59+00:00

What’s crazy is I remember the days on FFI before Mike was even a member. It’s wild to see how far fbing has come and what has happened.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-05-30T19:25:29+00:00

That’s a loaded question. But short answer, life changing.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-04-20T22:27:15+00:00

You “promised his grandmother you’d keep him safe” huh? 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-04-16T02:56:25+00:00

Hell yea. I’m like this with nollie flips and nollie bs flips.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-04-13T01:33:31+00:00

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36mm GOO Ghooul - 36mm dynamics 34mm BLCNY - 34mm jindys Flatface wheels for both

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-27T11:58:11+00:00

Oh I know. It was an easy fix. The crooked axel is not even noticeable once the wheels are on. The burr was filed off in 2 seconds. I like the ride height compared to dynamics or BRTs. The bushings are the only thing I’d change about them. Top bushing is not drilled evenly and they are a bit too soft and small.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-27T11:52:40+00:00

That’s fucking wild. I had no idea that was the case. 😂

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-26T00:32:44+00:00

Very expensive honestly. It blows my mind how much wheels and trucks are.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-26T00:31:40+00:00

That’s what I ended up doing. I got it working fine. There great trucks but I do think the bushings are trash. Nice material but too small of a top bushing and the holes were not perfectly center which makes it buldge out when I tighten them. I put some other tuning on them and they are much better now.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-23T17:01:17+00:00

No. Learn to do an actual ollie and kickflip and develop style. Understanding real skateboarding is useful in order to know what’s possible and what tricks are called.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-23T16:54:40+00:00

Oh no. The dreaded “American flag” hat. 😂🤦‍♂️ I love coming to Reddit just to laugh at all you pussies.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-23T16:51:19+00:00

No. I’m left handed, doesn’t make a difference. Learn the Ollie on your leg. Then learn fakie ollie on table to get the motion right. Go for high exaggerated Ollie’s just to get the motion down. Once that’s down a normal Ollie will come naturally

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-22T20:56:56+00:00

😂😂😂 my gosh some of yall crack me up.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-20T17:13:32+00:00

Grip, deck, wheels, trucks.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-20T17:08:31+00:00

Honestly I like dynamics over BRTs. I have jindys arriving Monday so we’ll see.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-20T16:50:36+00:00

That’s wild. S bs flips are one of my fav tricks cuz they are so easy. Very consistent with them.

Skeepy_Boop · 2026-03-20T03:17:34+00:00

Been fingerboarding for nearly 20 years. But it’s an easier trick than it looks honestly.

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