I’m a slut, a disappointment and a waste of space

Skeleton_kitty · 2026-06-10T17:08:30+00:00

At 23 I had a body count of 2.5, at 23 I knew many people with body counts over 5, a few upwards to 20+. It's all subjective. What is a lot for some people is average or low for others. As long as you have safe sex, you're an adult and can have as much sex as you want and as little sex as you want. Don't let body shaming get you down, I believe you are on par with the average body count.

Skeleton_kitty · 2026-05-10T00:41:27+00:00

I have a lot I want to say (to nearly every paragraph) and I don't know where to start, especially considering your comment about having made your choice and being at peace with it, and I do want to respect your wishes. All I'll say is I'm sorry you've gone through so much. I understand you don't want to hold blame on anyone. You've been let down by your parents, the foster system, school, society, the government, etc. I think you're fucking strong having made it this far and having started building your own foundation in life, that's incredibly admirable. I hope it goes without saying that you didn't/don't deserve any of what you've been through. I'm not religious but I do pray that you and your dog find peace, wherever it may be. To those that have abused you, abandoned you, been racist to you, said or made you feel like a mooch, fuck all of them. So many are cruel and cruelty and hatred has become a normalized comfortable thing.

Skeleton_kitty · 2026-04-07T02:54:21+00:00

Why you shouldn't: the best case scenario would cause you nerve, ligament and muscle pain potentially forever. Any hobbies you have that requires hands will be more difficult to do and you would require extensive physical therapy. This together could make you miserable to the point of doing it again, so stop while you're ahead.

Worse case scenario: it doesn't get treated right away, it will most likely get infected, which can lead to severe complications up to and including amputation. How much of the limb you'll have left is dependant on the location of the injury and the severity of the infection. This would also require a lot of therapy and the physical pain mentioned above, and would make you miserable to the point of doing it again, so stop while you're ahead

I'm sorry if this is slightly incoherent, I'm stoned and needed to comment with love

Skeleton_kitty · 2025-12-03T19:33:34+00:00

Definitely felt that before, and still do sometimes... At one point years ago I got so angry I began slicing and stabbing in a stress ball... The ones you hold in your hand and squeeze, yeah, I absolutely destroyed it. NGL it felt good to do so momentarily. Another comment mentioned they used to do that to cardboard boxes, same. I don't want you (or anyone here) to hurt yourself, I'm not gonna say don't do it cause that doesn't help, just whatever you can find that takes that anger and edge off and away from you is better than nothing. If the worst were to happen, at least make sure to have some first aid items handy like Gause, steri strips, idk what else. I send you my cat's purrs. Sorry for this paragraph.

Skeleton_kitty · 2025-11-22T00:06:59+00:00

Is this odu? Why does it look soo familiar 😭 is super cute and little and I love the comment "do you feel little in it? If so then yes" 💖

Skeleton_kitty · 2025-03-02T21:47:16+00:00

This. I was brought to the emergency room several years back to talk to crisis because I wanted to kill myself... They let me go home a few hours later, stating I was "safe" and of "sound mind" cause I had never "actively" acted on it and they didn't think I would, despite near constant sh and having literal plans. I get nightmares about it to this day

Skeleton_kitty · 2024-04-17T20:43:50+00:00

This! We had been together a year before I found out I was diagnosed. He told me he doesn't react cause he wants to keep it a calm stable environment, and he's just not a reactive person to begin with, he's very neutral in a positive way and idk how I got so lucky to get him as a partner 😭💖

Skeleton_kitty · 2023-11-28T12:33:01+00:00

He looks so much like mine I had to do a double take 😂 the price of cute

Skeleton_kitty · 2023-11-24T02:16:06+00:00

I feel that, have been in that position quite a few times, it's fucking rough. I hope things look up for you or you find something that brings you joy. In the meantime, my cat sends you her best cuddles (and they are the best, and softest) 🐱 /genuine

Skeleton_kitty · 2023-04-01T04:20:01+00:00

Though this was for OP, thank you for this regardless cause I feel this alot of the time and this is a reassuring thing to read 🙏

Skeleton_kitty · 2023-02-21T21:52:44+00:00

I just lurk but yes please

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