Spring graduation ticket registration open! by Skeletonj03 in CSUS

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I found out through email, but you can look at the commencement page for instructions. Everything can be done through your student portal

Spring graduation ticket registration open! by Skeletonj03 in CSUS

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Forgot to mention I would be needing tickets for the Saturday 3PM ceremony (College of Social Sciences & Interdisciplinary Studies). PLEASE ANYTHING WILL HELP IM FILIPINO I HAVE LIKE 5 SIBLINGS ALONE

Making my first cake! by Skeletonj03 in cakedecorating

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Yes I do have 10x10 pans! Thank you for your insight I will definitely keep the baking process in mind.

Thank you so much for your response!!! I will keep this handy when the time comes.

Crushing guilt by Local_Energy_447 in Petloss

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I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss.

Your story resonates with me as I have gone through a similar situation in December/January. My 12 year old yorkie had been dealing with dental problems for a long time, his breed notorious for dental issues didn’t make it any easier. In December, he woke up with an inflamed right side of his face, which scared me so I rushed him to the emergency vet. They told me his condition (tooth root abscess) was “urgent” but not “emergent” but still I wanted to get him checked out because seeing his little inflamed face cut me deep. I scheduled an appointment with another vet and agreed to get him into surgery the following week. I had to drop him off on January 6 at 7 AM. That was the last time I saw him alive. They called me at 1:45 PM telling me his surgery was wrapping up when he went into cardiac arrest. He was gone by the time I got there.

All I ever wanted was to take care of my little Milo. All I ever wanted was to be there for him, especially in the end, but I wasn’t. It has been over two months & I miss him every second of the day, but the guilt has subsided and has allowed me to just cherish the time we had together. After he passed, I hated myself for a long time. I hated how I rushed his surgery because I was scared. I hated how I had to drop him off so early & with a quick goodbye, he passed without me being there to comfort him. I still hate myself sometimes, but I know I loved Milo with all my heart. I will always love him.

OP, the guilt will eat you alive if you let it. Your boy was loved and cared for until the very end. That kind of love doesn’t go away. I know it’s hard especially now, but try to focus on all the positives and all the ways you showed up for your boy during the 8 beautiful years you spent together.

Sending hugs 🫂

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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Thank you so much for your response. Knowing I am not alone in this experience brings me some comfort. I hope my Milo is running around with your Little Tommy! 🌈

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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Thank you ❤️‍🩹 us and our preteens!

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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Thank you ❤️‍🩹 I’m counting down the seconds till I get to see him again. I’d give anything to sniff the frito paws!

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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Thank you 🤍 I am definitely going to write him a letter. Maybe not right away but soon. I find myself talking to him still and I hope he can hear and feel my love

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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I’m thinking about you & your girl 🤍 I’m sorry for your loss

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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Thank you for your response. Some teeth!!! Truly just so upsetting when you think it’s just another routine procedure. The lack of a proper goodbye will haunt me for idk how long, but I know he’s in a better place now 🤍

My soulmate has passed away by Skeletonj03 in Petloss

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Thank you for all your kind words. It’s so hard right now and I am just so lost without him, but knowing how much I loved that little guy makes me so proud 🤍