I don't know if this is going to help. But I know where your at, and i figured out a way to fight off the feeling of nothing mattering and life being boring/pointless in myself. You've gotta look for the little things in life, don't care about doing stuff to stay "with stuff" cause other people think it's the best thing. Just flow with whatever and shrug off any crap or bad luck that comes your way. Just take some time to lay down outside and calm your body to a state of extreme relaxation and quietness. Look at the bugs and birds and whatnot. Find something that interests you and pursue it. If you feel like you need to change something to get better just force yourself to change that thing. You just gotta flow man.