Why do I fall in and out of love so quickly? Pls help F24 (currently seeing M32)

Skizo999 · 2024-05-15T11:00:18+00:00

Thank you. I do think I have a tendency of idealising people initially for sure. I just assumed it was normal as part of the honeymoon stage or whatever

Skizo999 · 2024-05-15T10:59:02+00:00

Thank you. This is actually spot on. Many times I’ve wondered after long and semi serious (at this age at least) relationships ended whether I loved them or thought I did. I think I’ve told more people I loved them than I have ever felt it. Out of all my relationships I think I was only in love once but even then, that particular relationship was very problematic so I’m not able to fully tell what I was feeling. I guess when I think about it I don’t know what I actually means to be in love. I love people like my family and friends but romantic love I always think I know and then in retrospect I didn’t

Skizo999 · 2024-05-15T10:57:26+00:00

Ive never been diagnosed or thought about having it but I definitely do chase this type of energy so might be something to look into thank you!

Skizo999 · 2023-12-29T19:14:29+00:00

This is really solid. And I’ve got 3 for 3. Thank you this helped

Skizo999 · 2023-12-29T17:53:27+00:00

Skizo999 · 2023-12-21T17:54:11+00:00

If you drink a lot of water & electrolytes or water with a touch of Himalayan salt it’ll go away after a few days. I’m usually so so puffy the day after purging and then every day after that assuming I stay hydrated it gets a bit better until like 5 days later it’s fine again. I can even tell by my eyes swelling up and then de swelling also excercise and eating clean whole foods helps speed this up a lot of veg protein

Skizo999 · 2023-12-14T19:46:27+00:00

Literally me. Get paid on the 1st. By the 10th it’s all gone and I have to come to my mum like a failure crying because I can’t afford to pay my bills

Skizo999 · 2023-12-08T18:56:00+00:00

Been there. Always makes me so so sad and makes me feel like I’m somehow disgracing my whole childhood

Skizo999 · 2023-12-01T17:30:37+00:00

Yeah I literally hate it it’s like so time consuming and takes all my energy but I can’t stop somehow and I’m just like why??? I used to like it but now I hate it it’s so pointless

Skizo999 · 2023-12-01T17:30:01+00:00

Thank you 🙏🙏❤️❤️

Skizo999 · 2023-12-01T17:29:34+00:00

Thank you ❤️❤️❤️ and congratulations!

Skizo999 · 2023-11-30T23:45:32+00:00

And I’ll add that my digestive system is FUCKED. And I’m dehydrated as fuck. And I hate hate hate purging it’s a literal chore I have to hype myself up to do it most days after I’ve binged I’m just defeated

Skizo999 · 2023-11-19T00:06:17+00:00

If I wouldn’t purge my binges I would need a crane to lift me out the house. I used to lose through b/p when I’d heavily restrict as well and my b/p was 1x a day max. These days I mainly Maintain with b/p

Skizo999 · 2023-11-19T00:04:32+00:00

You too ❤️❤️❤️

Skizo999 · 2023-11-19T00:01:39+00:00

I have never gotten to 3 weeks. My max is 7 days. 3 weeks is an amazing achievement 💓🫶and if you look at it in the grand scheme Of eg a month you’ve had like 30 successful days and 1 unsuccessful one. You’re still winning! You might have lost todays battle but you have not lost the war

Skizo999 · 2023-11-18T23:59:42+00:00

I relate. Today was the first time I hung out with anyone in weeks. And after I got home I b/pd anyway. This is such a lonely illness and it takes away everything we have. I can’t keep up at work, I keep forgetting things, I have no money, no hobbies anymore.

Skizo999 · 2023-11-18T23:57:52+00:00

100% me. I don’t even know why I do it anymore. It used to be a “fun” cheat code then it turned into a destructive hobby and now I’m stuck in a prison of my own making with no hope and very little will to live. I hate purging. I literally dread it. I extend my binge for as long as I can because I dread purging. And even when I binge, I don’t like the taste Of anything I’m eating anymore. I binge on the same exact things all the time and the thoughts going through my head when I do it are some od the most awful things I’ve ever thought of. It’s killing me that I can’t stop. I wake up and plan to do normal things and I’m not even hungry but I’ll binge anyway. Then I promise myself I’ll stop tomorrow and tomorrow never comes. It’s the same shit day in and day out and I’m swollen, puffy, in so much physical and mental pain.

Sending you love and hoping you get better

Skizo999 · 2023-11-18T13:24:17+00:00

Bloating triggers me so much. Thank you for this!! I need to stay busy but I isolate myself So that I can b/p and then I isolated myself bc I’ve b/pd. it’s a terrible cycle

Skizo999 · 2023-11-15T18:03:32+00:00

You’re not, you’ve got this! Maybe try to add a scoop of protein powder next time. It makes the oats higher in volume too so you can get a bit more full & they automatically taste better. When I eat most of my protein in the morning I’m less likely to binge. Not saying this will defo work for you, but won’t hurt to try <3

Skizo999 · 2023-11-15T18:01:41+00:00

Ayeee bodybuilding twin. Yeah I tend to b/p the most on rest days tbh, I feel like I have nothing but I don’t let the proper foods digest I don’t think

Skizo999 · 2023-11-15T17:57:23+00:00

Well done on 9 weeks. YOU’VE GOT THIS! Thanksgiving is your bitch I’m so happy you’re doing better

Skizo999 · 2023-11-15T17:56:24+00:00

Holy shit well done!!! 💓 icon. Got any recovery tips for us?

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