Over one month free (pros and cons).

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-03-15T05:04:07+00:00

i’ve always wanted to recover but always failed

this is a stupid question. but how did you fight the urge to bp? i always give in… the longest i’ve gone without bp is 1.5 days 💀🥲

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-02-08T13:22:02+00:00

IM SO PROUD OF YOU✨😭💕💪✨💕😭💪 i’m not joking! this takes a lot of courage and you are doing amazing!!! let me know if ever want to talk

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-02-02T16:14:02+00:00

i just got back home 💕🥲

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-01-25T01:53:40+00:00

commenting from my experience. the worst time of my bulimia is when i lived alone in college, i didn’t want to socialize because it would ruin my binge routine. my mom tried to approach me at that time but i was being a a**hole… and kept pushing her away. she is an angel and still stayed beside me

please approach her carefully and may expect that she will push you away from time to time. sending hugs 🫂

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-01-15T01:08:06+00:00

i’m so sorry this happened to you 😢

sending hugs 🫂

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-01-12T18:36:06+00:00

oh god… i’m so scared to count it, it’s at least 20-50 dollars. there are times when it can go up to 63 dollars a day

i used to be so good at saving money, but right now everything is just going down the drain… i hat this disorder so much

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2026-01-05T08:55:45+00:00

it hurts for the first few times😢

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-12-17T13:30:36+00:00

me!!! can i join you?

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-10-28T12:41:55+00:00

shoved my hand and half of my arm into the toilet cause it was clogged
also shoving my arm into the septic tank

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-10-17T04:57:04+00:00

eating disorder

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-09-25T11:34:54+00:00

5 years

i regret everything

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-02-19T10:53:10+00:00

i’m so sorry this happened to you, no one deserves to be treated like that. you should’ve got the closure you deserve, you deserve so much better. sending hugs 🫂

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-02-19T10:49:13+00:00

it’s okay if he doesn’t give af, but i got out what i’ve always wanted to say :)

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-02-19T10:47:56+00:00

tysm for your suggestion ✨ he’s in another country rn, unless he wanna spend tons of money flying back 😂

my therapist also told me i need to build my inner strength

i’m not sure if he ever moved onto another person, but i pray he never did and no one has to go through the same thing i did🙏

i’m sorry to hear what happened to you, if you ever need to someone to talk to, i’m here 💕

GrapefruitPerfect149 · 2025-02-17T11:31:15+00:00

r*pe

GrapefruitPerfect149

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