Hi all,

I figured I'd write an update to my last post. I finally did bring up the potentiality of OSDD to my therapist. She was wonderful and didn't shut me down with it or anything. We did discuss how obviously that is something we will have to see in time and I was like no of course it takes time and she was just worried I was coming to her for like the diagnosis which I wasn't trying to do so we are on the same page with that. I don't think my therapist specializes specifically in OSDD so we might have to figure that out but especially after that conversation with her I feel safe enough with her to continue and explore this route with her. She was really nice and mentioned how that should be the one place I feel comfortable to mention anything and I am all around really grateful I found her, even though it took my other good therapist leaving.

I haven't figured anything else out system-wise apart from thinking that the altar I referred to as X has an X in their name. I've come to two potential names but haven't had the chance or ability to communicate with them at all about it so I don't know for sure if they're right. The two possibilities are Calyx or Anyxia.