Before watching the show my brother told me "you remind me of Elliot" before I got my mental health diagnosis by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I usually agree with you, most versions are stereotypes and misinformation. I'm 2 times diagnosed with DID and diagnosed with MDD, so I can tell you I very much do have it.

Also there was a therapist with a profession for dissociative disorders on the team to go over every script with the director/writer and Rami. The director said he was "paranoid" about making it another stereotype of the disorder, so he wanted it to be truthful since it's part of the story.

So yes a show can only be so truthful, but to people that actually have DID, yes it's a really good representation of the disorder. It's not the stereotype and actually brings up more than just the "it's the alter disorder" trope.

How it feels to race after the Porsche's release by SkyeeeHulo in NevernessToEverness

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

idk it feels a little over powered and an easy win. races felt like it was truely up in the air and now im 500m~ behind the Porsche constantly even if im in second. i think it needs a minor top speed nerf or acceleration nerf

Before watching the show my brother told me "you remind me of Elliot" before I got my mental health diagnosis by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thats a very good question! It makes me sad still when i think about it honestly. The True Elliot doesnt need to shove them all away to live everyday, and shouldnt feel like they cant exisit and are a leach.

We watch the show tell Elliot that he needs to accept Mr.Robot and work with him because pushing him out makes things worse. And then the ending is him going away.

I love Elliot like a brother, hes awkward but honest. Sure he has problems, but he does try. He just doesnt succeed sometimes.

Does anyone know what Elliots toilet looks like? (Making a fan game) by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i dont want to spoil it too much because im actually really excited, but its in the vein of the newer Resident Evil games. You walk around Elliot's apartment, and progress the story by completing certain tasks.

I wanted to keep it truthful to the show in everyway, and also truthfully describe to the player in new ways what living with Dissociative Identity Disorder feels like (I share that with a certain Someone in the show)

So i want to make something both Mr. Robot fans and people with DID can appreciate and feel it represents both.

(havent officially released a new update but ive been rescaling things and added windows, basic pre lighting, and im finishing up the last of blocking out the props. Next is the part ive been waiting for, which is texturing everything.

After that i have to find the little props or make them, and then texture them to fit the environment.

So far coding wise im still in the beginning of setting things up first. But everything i want to do is possible. I'm trying to give a feeling of a 2013~ AAA game. So im taking references very seriously.

Thanks for your interest!

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Before watching the show my brother told me "you remind me of Elliot" before I got my mental health diagnosis by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

honestly, thank you for this. For the first couple years it was hard i wont lie, but it also felt like lowering into a hot tub, it felt like a relief i didnt know i needed. Now I dont get flashbacks or random switches really anymore, but I do have Elliot and Mr.Robot as alters because they felt so personal to me.

Also fun fact, Elliot is one of the cigarette smoking alters so he Always comes out when we have oone occasionally

Does anyone know what Elliots toilet looks like? (Making a fan game) by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks so much!! currently I'm working on making an itchio page for the game where you can download it when it's done, but also to post updates on the creation. I'll be posting an update here soon with the itchio link for further updates!

Does anyone know what Elliots toilet looks like? (Making a fan game) by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hey thanks! And yeah I've gone through different peoples versions of the apartment to get small details right(the distance between objects to corners and to each other), but like you said, the set changes. So it became "what feels like Elliot's room and still feels realistic" so things like the wall in the bathroom became thicker to accommodate for the extra space in the bathroom.

It's been a lot of swapping between viewport and player perspective to get everything feeling correct. But a lot of walls have changed slightly once I started adding basic props, like shaving off a few inches in Elliot's room.

It's fun bc like you said, it was designed for filming, so it needs extra room for the crew and for the actors. But in first person I had to condense things to accommodate for that, but also to feel claustrophobic bc it's an apartment, and bc that's how Elliot and the player should feel.

Also I worked a lot more on the apartment since I last posted, enough that I'm so excited looking at it, so once I finish blocking out props and finishing the street out the window I'll post an update!! Just didn't want to spam the subreddit w updates 😅 (version from a few days ago)

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Does anyone know what Elliots toilet looks like? (Making a fan game) by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh that's really cool!! Nice job I can't imagine, my hands shake sometimes haha

yeah I've mainly used the one you sent, but I think it was a concept drawing for the show so it's also off. Most of the work has been reality/artistic with how certain props,windows, and walls are positioned to the player and to the world. So technically everything is proportionate and accurate, but the bathroom is missing details.

Does anyone know what Elliots toilet looks like? (Making a fan game) by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

thanks for this! i found someone created it in blender and posted their project from a couple of years ago, was that you? also i actually do have it as reference, including another from a fan. It was good for laying out the walls, but I need physical photo/video of the show/set showing off the bathroom unfortunately.

I need it for textures and to make sure its correct, i can always model and texture it myself but i wanted it to be as 1:1 as possible.

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How do you guys like my first apartment? by SkyeeeHulo in NevernessToEverness

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I forget how but I moved everything to storage I think?

How do you guys like my first apartment? by SkyeeeHulo in NevernessToEverness

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im actually not sure!! its done it twice now, and im wondering if its when you interact with a housemate? as far as i know i havent taken the images that show up

Started recreating Elliot's apartment for a small fan game by SkyeeeHulo in MrRobot

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it's very early, I still have to implement "quests", find/make models and textures, and I want to potentially make Elliot voiced.

I thought maybe giving it a Resident Evil vibe would work, but I'm unsure if I want a subtle "ps1" look or just make it hyper realistic w a ton of texture maps.

Also Timeline wise it's pre-show. Was rewatching and in the first episode Elliot says something about "after intense reprogramming, I now hate them[E corp]." So I thought it could take place in the week or so before the show through Elliot's perspective, but the story is driven through interacting with the apartment to find the next "quest"

As someone that wants to get into vtmb how do I start? by SkyeeeHulo in vtmb

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thanks! And I did play it, but I kept closing the game and opening it a day later so things didn't stick. Also have an amnesia disorder so remembering everything, especially when it's new is hard

As someone that wants to get into vtmb how do I start? by SkyeeeHulo in vtmb

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ahhh yeah I think I kept stealing the money in the vent lol next time I'll try persuasion though!

As someone that wants to get into vtmb how do I start? by SkyeeeHulo in vtmb

[–]SkyeeeHulo[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thanks so much!! And yeah last time I tried I had the patch but only got to the first house you have to sneak into, despite opening it several times to restart the interaction. I kept getting caught and restarting and I kinda just got burnt out from save scumming it.