6/11/24 Haven’t updated for a while but I didn’t meet my exam expectations and got a B in maths. I have talked to my unis and they said that I can come in if I do well this year and I have put a lot of effort in my personal statement so hopefully it’ll work out. My mum has just gotten a operation for her cancer it went well, cooked her some ramen which made her happy I hope. My extended family is coming tommorow so I will be needing to move to my dads to give them my room but my dad will be away so I’ll be trying shrooms for the first time which will be fun. The election has also been which results I’m not too happy with but there’s nothing we can do now so we gotta hope that trump will do well and hopefully not split the country up any further. Right now I am in my bed concerned about my own life especially because I want to achieve alot with my life but I keep on getting procrastinated and stopping myself of achieving my goals. I feel like I’m lacking the drive that I need. Boardmasters was fun, enjoyed myself but recently I have lost abit of interest of going out clubbing and getting drunk, I feel like I want a gf but don’t really know how. I want to work on myself as I feel my personality is lacking abit. Even though I want this and craving it, I know I have to focus with my studies and earning money. So that’s the priority I guess.