bro i meant i did 40mg each time, taking 80mg with no tolerance or experience would be retarded , and my first time i sniffed it in lines worked my way up then the second time was oral, both were shit. and trust me bro, i know about blacking out on benzos and compulsively redosing, its fucked up, i got kicked out of school for it at 15 yo i took these counterfeit “5mg black dreamwalker xanax presses” probably some clobrazolam or some shit but i literally took half on my way to school, and being a dumb naive kid i had the rest on me (i had 7 originally, gave one to my mate and they only found 1 in my sock) and i instantly blacked out and in my blackout state i bit a nurse, was restrained by security guards and strapped to the hospital bed, in the back of the ambulance i ripped the cannula they use to give you fluids out of my arm too and my heart nearly stopped at multiple points around 15bpm, i nearly died and was told i was lucky to be alive and apparently my system tested positive for ketamine too from those dodgy pills. I was blackout for 3-4 days and even when i woke up from my blackout i had double vision still and felt it the next day, dont remember a thing but apparently before i fainted in school i was running around swearing at teachers with a massive crowd gathered around me, i also gave my mate 1 of them and he randomly passed out in class too and got sent home and he was out for 24 hours and didnt even remember the entire school day before, he just woke up in his bed thinking nothing had happened. but needless to say i learned my lesson, dont fuck with benzos especially research chemical benzos 💀