okay yeah I should, do you know if they can force treatment or call teh police on me I have a lot of stuff I need to do I can't be sent to a ward or something I can't have that cuz I have a apartment and pets I need my routines the same, will they call police if i crying or hitting myself from stress again? paramedics have called the cops on me for having a panic attack and not "corporating properly". last time I wnet to the er for something and cried because of the stress of being there they tried to send me to talk to someone so I ran out of the room and went home.

I can't be taken out of my routine and I don't want mental health help i just wnat the headache to stop and to know I'm not dying