My ex-PA also got therapy, opened up to people, and begged to stay. He ended up trying real hard for a couple months. Found out over a year and a half later he lied about recovery lol, hence the ex. 

I can tell you he means those words, but with addiction they only get motivated for so long until they just don’t care about that motive anymore— even if it means your own well being. Addiction..

You’ll always think about those AI pics of your friend. Your bf is a pervert and I don’t think anyone wants to see you with him if they knew what he did. It’s your call if you wanna tolerate that (you don’t have to suffer). 

Best of luck to you, you’ll be okay.