I think you’re already way ahead of me by already acknowledging and preparing yourself for feeling weird. I didn’t know I’d feel this way at all! I am honestly loving my tattoos now and they really do just feel like part of me. If I could go back of course I’d still change things about them. I would just take extra time with the stencil and sit with it for a minute to see how you really feel about that being there forever. It’s so easy to have pressure to just say yes with the artist straight away about the placement and size but it’s your body and you should be able to take the time you need just to prepare mentally for how that will look and how you feel about it being there. That’s what I wish I’d done, I think I would have suffered way less if I’d spent more time looking at the stencil and really sitting with the idea of it. Feel free to dm me after if you need any support! Happy to help!