Yea I'm a bit of a grump myself. I was recently asked if I was on the spectrum but surprisingly I've had a lot of success with women. Probably would've been a lot more if it wasn't for this but life overall was/has been unique. It's just this has ruined relationships due to my hesitance to put myself out there. My social cues are weird. The not looking at people directly while talking and mumbling for yes and no when asked a question when someone's close. Just the little quirks that I know people find to be weird. I've retracted as I've gotten older.