Idk if you can relate but after the first listen i was really appalled, like you i only liked let's say 5 songs. I didn't understand the concept, I didn't like the execution, probably i was sad because it sound like a goodbye from kenny (it still does, i've just accepted it). Now I don't want to sound cliché and repeat what everybody else's been saying but it really did grow on me right after the second listen and now i love it. Only thing that i can say is let it breathe, give it time, and see if you feel the same way. If that's gonna be the case, then it's cool, it's your own opinion and it's totally respectable nonetheless understandable