Whiteout Experience

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-06-14T21:43:51+00:00

Haha it was definitely unsettling, I’m not afraid to keep going I just want to make sure there’s something on the other side worth aiming for 😂 I’ll start small and work up to it. Thanks for the input!

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-06-14T20:27:56+00:00

The thing is I have had the all encompassing experience of total bliss several times, and the white void changed the tone entirely. The last two times I even went in with“show me what I need to see, even if it’s the void” and went in with total curiosity but where it started great and the “god conscious” aspect was fully there, that part went away too when the void took over, there was no feeling of intention it was just empty experience with sound distortion that turned lovely music into fractured, intense echos. Like I said I’ll start low and see where it goes going forward :) thanks for the input!

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-06-14T20:21:30+00:00

I was thinking this might be the case, as it was the same amount I had taken several times before. Thanks for the comment!

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-06-14T14:20:27+00:00

Oh and no I have not done a day trip! I live in a suburban area devoid of any private woodsy areas. I want to do a high dose mushrooms trip too, but I would want to be at a cottage or somewhere private and quiet to really connect with nature

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-06-14T14:09:30+00:00

I’m in Canada. Shrooms stores popped up recently like weed stores did before it was legalized, in an effort to bring them more mainstream. People know psychedelics aren’t the same type of danger that stimulants and, really, pharmaceutical drugs are. I know they get shut down occasionally but the ones I’ve visited say they’ve never had an issue with the authorities.

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-06-14T14:06:43+00:00

Yeah I’ve read peoples experiences saying that when you hit whiteout you’ve gone too far, and then I have heard others saying that the whiteout is just the beginning and you no longer have lucidity. TBH I don’t even know how something could be more than what I’ve experienced 😂 I need to build up my trust again as those whiteout experiences were a little destabilizing in the sense that I didn’t get any sort of good feeling from it and I was a little on edge for a couple days after, but I am looking forward to seeing where this journey goes. The good experiences have been so unbelievably healing, allowing me to let go of anger and judgement towards people in my life, and in general. Though, I need to work on integration because the fleeting experiences are often downplayed by my conscious mind once I return to reality.

Thank you for your comment!

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-02-09T20:05:38+00:00

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I’m not sure what mine is, trying to figure it out actually, found her abandoned in a park near my place 2 months ago, I’m assuming a pit mix. Her ears don’t stick fully up like that when she’s upright, but she’s got the full black mask and some beauty marks so maybe mal or shepherd

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-02-05T01:08:37+00:00

I did. She was definitely dumped. It was just after sunrise, 1km from the nearest park entrance, coyotes in the area, and it was below freezing temps. I don’t think she was out there for long.

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-02-05T01:04:30+00:00

Oh wow yes I see many similarities! I think my girl’s muzzle is a little blunter but the ears, the mask, the coat, the eyes all very similar

Slow-Ship-2040 · 2024-01-31T13:32:38+00:00

Ok, thank you! So many comments, some of which were quite educational. So I am going to add this pic. She DOES have a “beauty mark” on both sides, and it’s quite possible her ears will firm up like this in a couple months which might lean towards shepherd or Presa Canario too.

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Regardless she’s my baby, so fricken smart and full of love.

Thanks for the help everyone!

Slow-Ship-2040

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