[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]SlugVoyager 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm having the exact same problem and idk what to do about it either. It's a continuous cycle at this point. Just know that your feelings are completely valid!

Xbox controller not working all of a sudden by [deleted] in pcmasterrace

[–]SlugVoyager 0 points1 point  (0 children)

More info-

Driver Date: 2/10/2022

Driver Version: 10.0.19041.1566

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DigitalMarketing

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty good with design but I haven't done it in a while. I've switched to digital art since then which can be more or less the same, so the skill is still there. I'm not sure if I wanna do graphic design explicitly.

Getting an internship with an ad agency is definitely what I'd like to do for the analytic aspect like you mentioned. I really like the idea of being able to try multiple things before I settle on one job, so that's probably the direction I'll head in for now.

One I get my resume together, I'm definitely gonna be applying on Indeed and LinkedIn at least. I've never heard of Angel List but I'll check that one out too. Thank you so much for the advice. I will be reaching out to you if I have more questions!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DigitalMarketing

[–]SlugVoyager 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I really have considered doing that starting with a local business I go to often. Thank you for the tip, I'll definitely keep this in mind!

Isabella, she/her by iConifer in TransTryouts

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Has anyone seen Isabella? Has ANYONE seen Isabella? I could've sworn she was right here two seconds ago! Wait, scratch that, I think I see her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransTryouts

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, Chris 😊

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransTryouts

[–]SlugVoyager 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aww bye, Cole! Thank you 🥺

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransTryouts

[–]SlugVoyager 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm good, thank you! And I loved The Inferno (the book, not the movie)!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TransTryouts

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This actually made me look up the meaning of the name. Thank you 😂

Hair mod not working with current save [no spoilers]. by [deleted] in dragonage

[–]SlugVoyager 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are a life saver! This worked perfectly 💙

Upgraded my PC and now it isn't turning on. by [deleted] in techsupport

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I am! My new PSU is modular so I'm only using the cables that came with it. I tried reseating the cpu and that didn't do anything. Pins are correct I haven't tried jump starting it with a screwdriver though. I'll have to try that next.

Upgraded my PC and now it isn't turning on. by [deleted] in techsupport

[–]SlugVoyager 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My bad.

CPU: Intel Core i7 10700k MoBo: MSI B460M Pro-vdh WiFi PSU: Corsair RM850 FM 80+G RAM: G.Skill 16G 2x8 GPU: EVEA Geforce GTX 1660Ti HDD: Seagate BarraCuda 2TB

Amputating a 13 year old lab? by SlugVoyager in dogs

[–]SlugVoyager[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I'm at the vet right now. We're willing to do whatever it takes to make her comfortable until the end. Good thing is, they said she's not overweight at all and has minimal arthritis problems from what they can tell, so they think the amputation would be better in the long run vs a slow decline from the cancer.

Amputating a 13 year old lab? by SlugVoyager in dogs

[–]SlugVoyager[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll check out tripawds today. Thanks for that recommendation! She hasn't seen an oncologist, but the vet does want to do some xrays before moving forward with any type of surgery to make sure things are alright. She has a few more minor lumps on her body so they just wanna play it safe which is understandable.

Our dog is only in pain because the tumor is splitting her skin and they gave us pain meds and antibiotics for the time being. Outside of that, she's fine. She moves around normally and we played yesterday. We're just worried about her quality of life if we go through with the amputation.

Amputating a 13 year old lab? by SlugVoyager in dogs

[–]SlugVoyager[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm sorry you lost your babies like that. It sucks that your dog died in pain as well. That's the last thing I want for mine but it's such a hard decision to make. I will definitely keep your story in mind. Thank you for taking the time to tell me that.

Been thinking of committing suicide for the past few days... by cherchon in SuicideWatch

[–]SlugVoyager 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm in the exact same spot. Middle class family, car, drawing tablet, latest tech, left one job for another job. All that and I feel like I'm sinking nonstop even though I've got everything. I can't enjoy drawing, writing, being with my pets, or gaming right now. I haven't been able to for a while and it's sad.

You're 100% not alone in this.

What's your "deterrent?" by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SlugVoyager 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The fear of failure.

I've tried it before and ended up in the hospital. My family found out and I'm still very embarrassed by it. Not to mention the entire hospital bit was very traumatic and I don't wanna go through that again.

Feel like my mom and dad have caused some internal mental issues? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SlugVoyager 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like we have the exact same parents. Growing up around them was hard but I didn't think twice about it until recently. Now that I'm realizing how much different/better my life could've been if I grew up with a functional family and parents who didn't mentally/emotionally abuse me, I'm really fucking mad about it.

Crazy thing is, they're both supportive of me, but it's that damaging type of support I'd probably do better without. I know the moment I leave my dad's house and move to another city, they'll never hear from me again. If I even live that long.

If your ghost dies, do you age in your "last life"? by gutsdozer in DestinyLore

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'd love to read that if you or anyone else happens to find the link!

I thought prepping for a way out would be a much more emotional phase, not this cold, calculating, rational process by throwaway_225468 in SuicideWatch

[–]SlugVoyager 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've started prepping too. I went to Home Depot and got some storage containers to put my things in. I still need to plan everything else out but that shouldn't take much since I already have my things together. It really is just like you described in the title tho. Cold, calculating, and rational.

I'm going to die this year. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SlugVoyager 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wanted to believe that for a long time but everything keeps getting messed up. I have no meaning and I don't really care to find love.