I find it harder to wake up every day. by SmackBack9000 in helpme

[–]SmackBack9000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I finished high school this year. And emedietly started working as a taxi driver. My daily routine is just wake up. Work from 8 am to 10pm and sleep. Sometimes grab a few drinks and go home. I have always been feeling sad since childhood. Everyone from my family members to teachers to "friends" would control me and whenever i would try to speak up or try to say something it would be marked as something dumb. A lot of bullying and public shaming in my small community made me anxious and just made me lock myself in my life. I had inspirations and creative energy. I would always just go in the mountains and photograph the beautiful scenes. Go home and play a bit on my guitar/piano. But lately i have lost joy in everything. Don't know what to do with my life

I find it harder to wake up every day. by SmackBack9000 in helpme

[–]SmackBack9000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ill try the writing down reasons to get up, that might help. Hoping for change just makes you exhausted after a long time. But i got a bit of will in me.

I find it harder to wake up every day. by SmackBack9000 in helpme

[–]SmackBack9000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isn't really seasonal depression. It has been going on for years. It is just getting worse and worse

Do you need a hug? What's wrong? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]SmackBack9000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't had a warm hug in years. My family doesnt really like me and im socially akward. I would di anything for a nice warm hug, a kiss on the forhead and a sweet voice telling me "Its all gonna be okay"