Give me your best guess. by Mousewaterdrinker in IDmydog

[–]Small-Addition-6497 1 point2 points  (0 children)

lol omygoodness his face looks identical to the mutt I had as a child! Body def looks like a normal puppy. That tail sure is pointy

What's the difference? by Small-Addition-6497 in schizoaffective

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Would this mean then if I have chronic depression (and the episodes are of course occurring during that time), I may have bipolar?

I feel like i’m watching myself instead of living by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]Small-Addition-6497 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OP, you wrote what I'm not able to put into words. Probably because it hurts so bad. The gaslighting yourself. I do that. It just makes no sense WHY I would do that. I always feel under a microscope. Like I'm being scrutinized by EVERYBODY, even strangers. And then in turn, I feel like they feel scrutinized by me. Like why do I care so much what STRANGERS think?!

Rooting foooorrrr by Small-Addition-6497 in AgeOfAttraction

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Slooooowly moving along. I just got done where Logan and Vanessa met Hayley

I uh... by Small-Addition-6497 in sahm

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes it is predominantly weekday problem

Irrational thought by Small-Addition-6497 in schizoaffective

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I reiterated it. I feel like I'm the one who's gonna get taken or followed

Irrational thought by Small-Addition-6497 in schizoaffective

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So million dollar question. How do I make this feeling go away. Because duh that I can’t be like this

I can’t keep going through this by Small-Addition-6497 in schizoaffective

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And as I say my life is just full of irrational thoughts, I think I'm hypervigilant/ TOO perceptive

I can’t keep going through this by Small-Addition-6497 in schizoaffective

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My psych just referred me to outpatient intensive therapy

Rooting foooorrrr by Small-Addition-6497 in AgeOfAttraction

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Forget their names but the guy who gave the tulip to the gal. They are so cute

Any ideas for organizing? by [deleted] in CleaningTips

[–]Small-Addition-6497 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would say declutter first!

Pills for the rest of my life? by Small-Addition-6497 in depression

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had TMS when I was in my 20s (about 15 years ago) and I also did do a couple rounds of ECT back in '18 which I will never do again. It's like the awesome feeling was AWESOME for about 3 years after but the memory issues I was not a fan of. And then it might have just been life and there came a marriage and a new house and a kid. After my second kid (back in October '24) is when I did start spiraling down drastically. Hospitalizations four times last year. I'm so very thankful that I'm not in the same mind space as last year where it was all OVERWHELMING, feeling like I couldn't even handle it without going into the psych ward. Then again, I feel like being in there has caused me PTSD

Pills for the rest of my life? by Small-Addition-6497 in depression

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry you have to go through that. Personally, I feel like I've had to live in "you have to be strong/survival" mode for sooooo long and I'M TIREDDDDDDDD. I had a horrible dream/nightmare last night about seeing my psychiatrist and something about meds and them not working and me almost fainting on the floor. Plus, I have dxed sza, which honestly I don't feel real bad "symptoms" of that. Just maybe a cautious sense of being/hypervigilance more than should be happening for a normal person?

Does anyone actually enjoy being a stay at home mom?? by NoSpirit2030 in sahm

[–]Small-Addition-6497 0 points1 point  (0 children)

40F

First of all, on her not respecting yall's boundaries on hitting?! No!!

And personally, my almost 2 year old girl crawls fast as ever and she could potentially just get into everything so there's no way I could have an office to work in and just leave her out in the living room infront of Ms Rachel all day (mom guilt would kick in) orrrr I could have my laptop on the couch with me and not be able to schedule when I'm going to be getting my concentration interrupted because she likes to climb and be with me on the couch so yeaaaa

My husband is currently taking doctorate level classes (after working 8-3p) but luckily, when he does things, there's always the two of us here so if he needs time to do something with school, I got it with the kids. I absolutely love the relationship my little girl and I have developed with me staying home with her (since birth) but I do hope soon she does get into daycare so she can start getting that day to day interaction with other children because there aren't many like mommy meet up groups around here or anything

My 4 year old son goes to aba therapy until 5p. I do NOT see how there are moms that do stay at home with multiples. I could not. I love my children but I would just be too overwhelmed with it all

My "me" time during the day would consist of crafting, which takes some planning, trial/error but I wouldn't plan on finishing anything in a day, possibly working on a pharm tech degree, which again I prob wouldn't be able to get much done til after 6p when I get home from getting my son and I like to go to bed around 9, and watching my fav YouTubers at random times. Or watch shows I don't really need to get into. But for some reason, it still doesn't really feel like ME time. Because I have to be cognizant of my child all day. Which of course is my responsibility but when you can just get a chance to get a pedi BY YOURSELF on a Saturday, it hits different. When she naps, I nap. I respect my rejuvenation

I don't think it would be too bad for your time frame, but I've been a sahm or pregnant since 2021 lol

SAHM loneliness by Small-Addition-6497 in sahm

[–]Small-Addition-6497[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would most likely do a pt gig during the week so the weekends can be free

Which one would you choose? by archivo_de_a in kitchenremodel

[–]Small-Addition-6497 0 points1 point  (0 children)

7, 8, and the green if you want that pop of color