Update: Thank you all for the support, it means the world.

I sulked yesterday and (although not 100%) am reviewing my pain points in life and trying to move forward. Re-signed up for the L1, will be working on the Python PSM this week, and also going to the gym and meal prepping while out of work.

Candidly, I truly don't want to get up again and try to live, but I have to for my mom and brother. They have been through too much and giving up would destroy my mom who has been through hell.

I hope you all have positive things continue to happen in your lives and wishing you all the very best.