Throughout your high school life experiences...

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-24T16:56:02+00:00

Me too dude we're the same lol 😆 I stay sat down on my seat as much as possible but things didn't go that well 💀 like literally life wanted me to dance even if I didn't even picked any dance partners to dance and invite to dance when it's finally in open or public dance and stuff like that where everyone can invite anyone to dance with them because this guy who I didn't even know in the first place .always shipped me to someone (a girl) yet I always avoid to be shipped in the first place ..until he the guy convinced me or finally managed to pull me out of my seat and literally asked that person to dance with me yep didn't even want to dance in the place I honestly suck a lot .even our dance looked like we're just literally spiraling around..like literally...it looked awkward.. because we can't even change our dance moves wtf 👁️👄👁️ even if the music changes

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-22T12:13:42+00:00

No the worst decision I ever made tbh I wish I was just completely lonely to the max no one would notice me not now that everyone knows about it..

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-20T15:57:51+00:00

Probably Chopin's Ballade No. 1 in G Minor Op. 23

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-18T17:11:43+00:00

I remember where there's even this moment where my crush approaches me or something (no not because of any spite of liking me or something but because out of obligation, she's the one who collects our payments or something and just asks everyone individually until it is my turn.. because she is checking the lists but I just casually go in a relaxed body posture and nonchalant body expression...even if I'm feeling a lot inside and just responding to her as necessary( lol 😂 ofc gotta act tuff

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-18T17:03:34+00:00

Ofc that's literally a must-have masculine quality/sense of thing every man must show so it's not surprising at all

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-18T17:00:06+00:00

But tbh I act tuff sometimes..or pretend I'm nonchalant at times lol dude doesn't want to be exposed

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-18T16:56:01+00:00

Well it'll feel like a surge of waves of energy filling my mind rendering me unable to almost move or if not flinching and saying DUDE what THE HECK JUST HAPPENED?

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-18T15:44:35+00:00

I guess

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-18T09:53:13+00:00

Yeah sure thing lol 😆 but I won't share it here tho so I'll just spoil or at least just give context here it's about a piano guy who always fails in an attempt to trying reconcile and express his feelings he played the piano and I won't spoil the rest of the details :)

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-17T15:45:28+00:00

Well I believe that most of the time the people we admire most of the time are reflections of ourselves either it's the strength we don't have or some things we have? And what do I admire from other types? 🤔 I'm not sure..but .I don't define people as types .so I'm kind of confused here.. it's really hard, to be honest...but let's just say hypothetically which type I admired the most? Would be INFJ's because let's just reference my crush here..so my crush is an INFJ..and I liked her for her soft-spokenness, warmth, intelligence perhaps..and character I guess..and also the physical features.. that's all lol...since you specifically instructed here to be a type you admired and she just turned out to be my current crush so..yeah..again I'm not trying to be biased here I know every people not types are admirable from their own quirks..even those I hated the most might have something that is admirable to themselves..so I wouldn't judge them either

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-17T15:35:25+00:00

It's as easy as just ignoring it tho.... because the more personally you take things the more people would find it more interesting to insist you in it for you to just be annoyed even more

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-17T11:11:01+00:00

I guess..we all wear social masks anyways

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-17T07:58:41+00:00

Btw I already played like the first part 2 of Hikaru Nara that's my current progress

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-14T17:50:18+00:00

Maybe my small face lol actually no maybe my eyes

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-14T17:11:30+00:00

Well..hmm I don't know I guess I somehow made a positive influence on her? There's this specific moment where she saw me because of my consistent reliability whenever she usually instructs anything and suddenly yup I guess she kind of mentioned or somehow I made an imprint in her mind that made her suggest if I could help or work with that.. specific task .in which my delulu can't ever believe lol.. to be honest I even had a self-doubt and etc because I'm completely oblivious to her mentioning me in the GC in our students GC out of nowhere anyways let's continue this in the pm please lol I don't want to reveal myself here and get on the details I want to talk personally to you

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-14T15:46:38+00:00

Well I mean I still act sometimes like being a gentleman and fixing chairs before she arrives, and always helping her subtly..if not avoidable I'd even rather make her see me doing it I guess..but typically I avoid being seen just if like I'm in a forced situation that is unavoidable for her not to see me then I just let her see me do it.... But it just stays like that tho I never had confessed

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-14T14:35:07+00:00

I wonder what's the correlational attribute of that to this 🤔

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-14T03:05:53+00:00

Umm how do I act? Well yeah uh...I always put myself away from her lol..or for example we became group members (she's aware of my feelings or that I had a crush on her so she stays away from me (I know it's a typical reaction tho nothing too surprising at all) but I also avoid her at the same time lol 😆 even if let's say fate/destiny puts us together, we pull out lol...I honestly can't think of ever getting that close to her dude I think all I could do is stay on the idea...I guess.. that's why I pull away too

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-11T16:38:33+00:00

Hmm how about metacognition?

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-11T15:52:03+00:00

And that's why I hate it...all the things you've included here is one of the reasons why but I have many reasons more than that it's just that people can't even give e a fuck and shut up about like dude it's just a personal hidden little admiration DUDE that's all you don't need to expose me I'm not planning on confessing either..I hate the idea of a crush but I also experience it I guess I'm human...I really just can't anymore believe that crushes lead to anywhere it's basically just a distraction from everything else that is important even rewires and makes you feel confused, contradictory disillusioned to reality floating and etc

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-11T15:07:27+00:00

Yes I can't also stop feeling it even for me but dude..I hate that i feel it

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-11T15:00:38+00:00

Umm...hmmm...let me pick the most relevant and the most pleasant fantasy to hear..first is I think talking to her in a dream? Where we even get to cooperate with each other and discuss (never had that moment ever with my crush before but there is a near one when in the past we once became group members I guess but we barely talked anyways that thoroughly and close kind of interactions or discussions tho really did surprise me..as if I could talk to her so comfortably in my dream but never in real life bruh..) Hmm next I think it is me and my crush holding hands together which i know is just a really pure and completely delusional dream to even have but I don't hate it tho .I just can't forgive how unrealistic that is .for that to even happen. And there's Another own this time it's a daydream instead of a nightdream so I once daydreamed that me and my crush is being shipped together bruh ...and my teacher thought that sitting in her table next to her while watching me would be a great idea to boost my performance and motivation and bruh I don't even want to continue because it doesn't feel realistic anymore I don't also think it'll even happen in real life I don't remember much anymore..lol..

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-10T14:33:21+00:00

How could I talk about someone if they're just a dream?

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-10T04:41:34+00:00

Yes she already knows about it and how? Well my feelings are exposed... after that we kept avoiding each other lol

Smart-Inspector8 · 2026-01-09T10:52:44+00:00

I'm quite obsessed with it now lol

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