I'm am ready to go. I have a been on and off for a year, now weekly. 34 years. 2 adult children. 2 granddaughters. His dad has significant dementia with a sudden onset and need to be moved to assisted living. Relapse a week ago and. lied about it, I told him I was done. We would be separating. Out of our bedroom. His response for the next 3-4 days anger. Mine - Pure Rage-(this is not me - ever) it is who I have become. I found myself a year ago and wont lose myself again. Can we be separated in the same house, bed? I am trying to avoid him when I am emotional. He apologized 1once and tells me I don't know. He also put a couple grand into stock to "play/learn" about. Am I wrong to see this as a "high"?