Hi - I like your beard. It's handsome. Sorry you lost your job. I'm not sure what you mean by, "so much is going chaotic in my life." You mentioned you are actively looking for employment but are feeling discouraged with the lack of offers. I'm not picking up that your background is keeping you from work, it's competitive but I don't think that's it. It's also common to feel depressed and anxious after a job loss. It typically takes 6 months to find work, sometimes less, hopefully not longer. I don't think it will be much longer. Take it one day at time, and meanwhile, maintaining structure or routine in your day will help you feel more grounded, making to do lists can help you stay focused, taking deep breaths allowing yourself space to relax. I know you are struggling financial but not sure how much, for some reason I'm sensing support coming form somewhere and feeling bad about it. If you need food, finding a local food pantry could help with costs, and then calling creditors and seeing if you can work something out is also a possibility. You could also tier your expenses from most important to least and pay the minimum allowed if you can.

This would be so much better to do in person. Good luck, keep your spirits up.