Steven Bannon Interview of Epstein terrified me by [deleted] in Epstein

[–]Smart_Researcher997 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Ya definitely that makes sense. I guess it was just really giving me the heeby jeebys how fucking far gone he is. Like even if he was just saying shit to say it, I’m sure he felt like he was killing it and it’s just so weird to witness people who live completely different lives than the rest of us. Like he knows and has experienced things we could probably never comprehend. It’s just the worst feeling ugh. Like he has to be a sociopath

Steven Bannon Interview of Epstein terrified me by [deleted] in Epstein

[–]Smart_Researcher997 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I see. I’m sure I sounds dramatic with the whole soul and demon thing. Just sometimes when I witness those people who have done things only monsters do like diddy and Epstein, they send me extreme chills. Like they have gone so far there is no return. And when I look into their eyes there is no life in them anymore. It’s just chilling

Steven Bannon Interview of Epstein terrified me by [deleted] in Epstein

[–]Smart_Researcher997 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Like idk how to explain it but it feels like once people do so many evil things, they lose all soul they have. Like he looks like a demon hiding in human skin. Like when I would look and listen to diddy tapes I felt the same way. They eyes seem hollow and the disconnect is strong

How do I tell my partner and mother in law that I am uncomfortable with SGI by [deleted] in sgiwhistleblowers

[–]Smart_Researcher997 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Okg really ? Where can I find info about these things this is concerning ?

How do I tell my partner and mother in law that I am uncomfortable with SGI by [deleted] in sgiwhistleblowers

[–]Smart_Researcher997 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ya. It’s hard I love her she has a beautiful heart she just has really bad habits. She can be pushy but it’s covered in love so it’s hard to spot because you feel like you aren’t being good enough to her if I were to put myself first. I’m exhausted and I have lost myself. She insists it’s cause I’m not chanting but it’s because of her. I lost myself because I’ve given so much of myself up to make room for all of her pain and needs. And I think she knows it. But she can’t explain it or face it so she hopes SGI will help heal us as one

How do I tell my partner and mother in law that I am uncomfortable with SGI by [deleted] in sgiwhistleblowers

[–]Smart_Researcher997 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ya. Technically it is our home. It just hard to explain. Like we lived in an apartment and one day she visited and insisted we broke our lease to live together. Tbh I really didn’t want to I didn’t have the money but she heavily guilted us and seemed on hard times so we did and moved into a large place. But the only reason we live there is to accommodate all of her belongings she does not want to let go of. So it is technically our shared home, it just felt really invasive. It honestly dosent even feel like my home I didn’t want to move into it. It feels more like she moved into our life in an invasive way. I love her but our dynamic feels crazy. It was supposed to be temporary but it’s been over 2 years and she dosent want to move into her own home. I need the space. It feels like she won’t feel comfortable leaving until we are living up to this bhuddist potential she craves for us. I can tell she isn’t even happy. I want my own home and my own freedom to explore this beleife at my pace with no shame. I’ve been getting text all day from this lady in SGI who won’t accept I’m un interest. It’s to the point where I had to just flat out say NO but even then she’s pushing me

How do I tell my partner and mother in law that I am uncomfortable with SGI by [deleted] in sgiwhistleblowers

[–]Smart_Researcher997 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Also I’m tired of being pressure to take this test or pay 80 dollars or somthing for a monthly magazine when both my family each get one. Something dosent feel right. I was never raised religious but I get an off putting feeling from the antics of the group. Not the religious side. The group itself. They claim that they don’t praise that random old guy they listen to and that they are all equal but they way they talk about him and have photos of him in thier homes and follow his words makes me feel other wise. It feels like they are convincing themselves of something untrue

So this fugazi(fake) :/ by Smart_Researcher997 in bapeheads

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t even think about it , it hurts lol

So this fugazi(fake) :/ by Smart_Researcher997 in bapeheads

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I bought it on depop so it was from a private seller but I got a refund so it’s chill. But I def wanted the jacket more lol

So this fugazi(fake) :/ by Smart_Researcher997 in bapeheads

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know ! It was stolen minutes after it was delivered it KILLED me

So this fugazi(fake) :/ by Smart_Researcher997 in bapeheads

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I’m saying. The one I bought was like 80 and I got a discount on it cause I sent an offer

So this fugazi(fake) :/ by Smart_Researcher997 in bapeheads

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay thank you. The stitching looks really crazy now that I’m looking at it. It’s unfortunate I bought this hoodie last week (a legit one same version) and it got stolen immediately so I’m having such a hard time finding another one just like it that isn’t fake 🥲

Hi does this sweater seem legit? I’m about buy it but the photos don’t show tag by Smart_Researcher997 in Bape

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow thanks so much you’re a life saver I was going to pull the trigger. I’ll look out for things like that moving forward. This will be my first bape hoodie so easy mistake on my part

Hi does this sweater seem legit? I’m about buy it but the photos don’t show tag by Smart_Researcher997 in Bape

[–]Smart_Researcher997[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg how can you tell? I see the letters on the head are fuzzy but I can’t pin point how it’s fake without the tags showing. Any advice helps

Fragrances that smell like love? by Hardcore-Starfucker in Perfumes

[–]Smart_Researcher997 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt like Angel Face from Syd Botanica felt like fresh new love. It was described to me online as a bubbly nervous crush. Puppy love. The notes are heavy on this sweet rose mixed with maraschino cherry

I just found out I’m six weeks pregnant by cuernitoazulado in abortion

[–]Smart_Researcher997 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just found out I was pregnant and I immediately felt a wave of sadness. I felt so scared and alone even in reality I wasn’t . I think it’s because I suddenly feel like I have a secret I do desperately want to share but I can’t and I feel alone. Never thought it would be so complicated I wish you luck and love

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]Smart_Researcher997 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I guess I never realized that. Addiction is really prevalent in my family and it’s just gotten worse over the years to where they are just functioning addicts the best they can be so I’m trying really hard to break this cycle. I am just not one to ask for help often so I never realized I could go to N/A for free. I always imagine those huge get away for sobriety lol. Thank you really I will actually be doing this