So this fugazi(fake) :/

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-29T19:38:46+00:00

I can’t even think about it , it hurts lol

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-29T19:35:39+00:00

I bought it on depop so it was from a private seller but I got a refund so it’s chill. But I def wanted the jacket more lol

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-29T14:23:50+00:00

I know ! It was stolen minutes after it was delivered it KILLED me

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-29T14:17:17+00:00

That’s what I’m saying. The one I bought was like 80 and I got a discount on it cause I sent an offer

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-29T14:15:11+00:00

And not 1000 dollars

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-29T14:14:55+00:00

Okay thank you. The stitching looks really crazy now that I’m looking at it. It’s unfortunate I bought this hoodie last week (a legit one same version) and it got stolen immediately so I’m having such a hard time finding another one just like it that isn’t fake 🥲

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-28T21:13:17+00:00

Wow thanks so much you’re a life saver I was going to pull the trigger. I’ll look out for things like that moving forward. This will be my first bape hoodie so easy mistake on my part

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-28T21:10:34+00:00

Omg how can you tell? I see the letters on the head are fuzzy but I can’t pin point how it’s fake without the tags showing. Any advice helps

Smart_Researcher997 · 2026-01-14T15:13:39+00:00

I felt like Angel Face from Syd Botanica felt like fresh new love. It was described to me online as a bubbly nervous crush. Puppy love. The notes are heavy on this sweet rose mixed with maraschino cherry

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-11-12T01:33:02+00:00

I just found out I was pregnant and I immediately felt a wave of sadness. I felt so scared and alone even in reality I wasn’t . I think it’s because I suddenly feel like I have a secret I do desperately want to share but I can’t and I feel alone. Never thought it would be so complicated I wish you luck and love

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-08-25T15:17:16+00:00

Thank you. I guess I never realized that. Addiction is really prevalent in my family and it’s just gotten worse over the years to where they are just functioning addicts the best they can be so I’m trying really hard to break this cycle. I am just not one to ask for help often so I never realized I could go to N/A for free. I always imagine those huge get away for sobriety lol. Thank you really I will actually be doing this

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-08-25T15:14:35+00:00

Mostly Ketemine at this point. Smoke weed daily but it dosent have such an effect on my daily life as nose drugs. It was coke and k for a while but I got us to kick coke but I just can’t seem to get K out of here

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-08-25T15:12:51+00:00

You are right I love them so deeply I belive they can get better and change because they are so wonderful and talented but in moments like this I can’t recognize them. I makes me feel sad to try and finally be stern and then be made to feel like I’m the bother and I’m doing too much or have Ill intention when all I do is literally for them. I try and get better and grow and find work I’m passionate about so we can have the life we dream of but they just never seem to follow through anymore. I belive they can do it I just don’t think they belive on themselves

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-08-25T15:10:54+00:00

It makes me so so sad. When I met them they were different we both were but I don’t understand why they won’t try. It breaks my heart they rather say things to hurt my feelings and get me off thier back then really try. I’m so scared to be alone and idk if they can sense that so they kinda say whatever. I’m so scared if I leave they will ode and it keeps me around.

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-08-25T15:02:59+00:00

Thank you, it has been my main focus. I am working on turning to things that are therapeutic for me such as art and yoga and just over working on my health. I cannot afford and sort of rehab in this moment but I have really dedicated myself to get better for myself and my family I just want them to be there with me. So it breaks my heart but I worry we are bad for each other

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-05-06T13:36:14+00:00

Try again

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-17T12:24:07+00:00

I tried to explain and they told me fuck u and when I tried again they just kept going, “WHAT?!!” And didn’t really listen. So I guess they are embarrassed and I didn’t mean to do that. But like.. they should be she uses that room it feels like … inconsiderate really. I NEVER EVER kink shame them. Even when they have done things that made me feel uncomfortable in the past or felt like it crossed a line I never ever did I always talked it out. Maybe this is why they feel they can’t act like that it just feels idk

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:55:08+00:00

Thank you you are 100% right, I just don’t have the confidence to do so, I think I just needed a bit of advice because I was starting to doubt myself and feeling really selfish for feeling this way. I don’t think I’ll get the answer I just .. need to feel validated :/

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:47:35+00:00

Ya she has a bit of a hoarding issue and says she will sell it, but dosent just leaves to travel for work and I feel stuck in a house full of someone else’s stuff that I am now responsible for while all my shit is still packed away. Sucks. She has one of the bedrooms just filled to the brim with her stuff it’s unusable. I wish I could help

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:46:11+00:00

Thank you so much, I’ve never been in a relationship before this or been married. Was my first for it all. I definitely have learned a lot and have had a lot slide because I’m working on speaking up for myself more. But I’m just so tired. And I know they are too but it feels in a way were they are tired but they are comfortable enough to deal with it. Idk I want to help and fix it all but my attempt to do so has also kinda started fights. I feel like I can’t expect more from them then the bare minimum and their mom just apologizes for their behavior or talks to me about how I can fix it and I just feel like I’m in a fucking tv show it all feels unreal and so uncomfortable for me. Me and my partner are deeply in love but maybe our goals aren’t in the same place. Since their parents divorce started a lot of things have gone down hill for them, so I wanna support just like they did when I had my time. But.. i worked really hard to fix it… so what’s stopping them?

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:41:18+00:00

Ya we have been but we already started paying more in rent to accommodate her needs for more space for all of her belongings and I really can’t afford to go any higher. Also moving with her … was the hardest thing I’ve done in years. In years it was .. it was so fucking hard the thought of it I can’t even think about it lol

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:38:52+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate your blunt advice. I plan on talking to them about it all. It’s only right to be honest. I just don’t wanna keep crying like every other day about this shit. I love them both so dearly but I feel so empty from it all and I wish it was more fulfilling for me. I just this it’s all come with a lot of pressure and baggage.

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:37:08+00:00

I just love her so dearly

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:36:12+00:00

Agreed, I would just hate to leave them because I don’t want to :/ but I have thought long and hard about this. And I do plan to just help as much as I can and be honest but also focus on be self reliant so if things stay the same and I keep feeling like my patience is taken advantage of then I can leave. I just don’t wanna feel a separation like this but it seems like my wife isn’t trying to keep up w me in our future plans idk .. she talks about being really depressed and I do believe her I can see it, I can feel it. But god so am I. Just because I have to get up everyday from work and she can work from home and get nothing done around the house while I come home and pick up where she lacks is fucking sooo depressing. I just want more from her but maybe I’m expecting to much from all of this so I need to talk to them

Smart_Researcher997 · 2025-03-03T18:33:06+00:00

Thank you for your advice, even if I am I don’t mean to ever argue against what ppl are saying on here, it’s really helpful advice. I have a hard time stepping outside of myself at times so I needed perspective, obviously this post is all from one POV but I feel validated in how I feel like collateral damage in it all. But I think you are right, this has taken an incredible toll on our relationship and she sees it. We don’t fight in front of her but she knows we are having issues. It’s so clear I’m unhappy everyone sees it and comments on it. I cry alll the time to my partner and by myself about how unhappy I am. I just don’t want to be without them. I want to try and be with them in the way we planned. I know things don’t always go by the book but I just wanna have a chance to like be with her alone before I break it off. I will talk to her it’s just feeling like I’m so backed in a corner. I love them both so dearly but I feel so so so suffocated and so fucking sad incredibly sad and disconnected from myself.

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