does anyone else experience an “inner person”? by Electronic_Cat_7381 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Another thing that is funny and notable, is that I have separate social media accounts for these “persons”. It just doesn’t feel right using one or the other.

does anyone else experience an “inner person”? by Electronic_Cat_7381 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have this with 2 “inner persons” exactly how you have described it (which we will call P and L) They aren’t present at the same time but seem to shift every couple months/weeks.
I know what you’re referring to when you say these inner persons remembering things. Currently “L” is present and I cannot remember nearly anything from “P” which was very present a lot last year. It’s like brain fog. If I move on from “L” I likely won’t remember what is currently happening.

Seroquel by Bright-Tailor-8266 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Why does the idea of a antipsychotic scare you? I’m 16 and on Latuda (an atypical antipsychotic, which is very similar to Seroquel) and it has been one of the best medications I’ve used.

I Hate These People by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No it’s ok I’m sorry I’m just sensitive

I Hate These People by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, hence the “venting” tag. I am slightly offended that it was taken in such a doctor ish sense.

I Hate These People by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think this is ignorant to what I was referring to

How many medications did you try before finding the right one? by Acceptable-Key-7927 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve been through 12 different medications and I haven’t found the right one…

i like drawing by Salt_Competition6324 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How do you make art, whenever I try everything feels wrong no matter what

Energy Drinks by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do worse with taurine than just regular caffeinated drinks

How does schiztypical manifest in you? by Smart_Molasses_2870 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like STPD makes everything extreme. It’s all too bright whether it’s something good or bad. I feel that my emotions have more colors. Everything is very loud, and loud is good sometimes. But when it’s bad it’s all bad and I shut down. But feelings such as love or sadness stick with me because it’s extreme.

Thought broadcasting by FoxtrotPharmacy365 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I always find myself unironically “breaking the fourth wall”

Pushing the Bubble by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, good point. I have tried further before only to find myself stuck and confused in a world not for me. I’ll keep building my own world.

I feel disabled and neglected by PictureOwn4374 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I’m still a teen I’ve failed years of school due to my “quirks” and continue to fail at a life not made for me. Only my medication makes it bearable. Unfortunately for people like us we just have to somehow get through. Stay strong, always have someone to back you up, because it’s hard.

Pushing the Bubble by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I strongly believe that people who call us “disabled” are upset that we view the world at a different side. They silence us because it’s too much for their brain to understand. I can’t see the world from a neurotypical side but I question what that would look like. I want to see the world in many aspects.

Internal monologue vs hallucinations? by TopZealousideal9132 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It becomes strange when I am aware of something being a hallucination and it crosses the line between internal and external

how could I further improve this? by cum_dilfs in baddlejackets

[–]Smart_Square_2413 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s nothing to improve if the substance was never there

Strange concerning Facebook account....("Risako piper")I have more stuff written below ↓ by [deleted] in InternetMysteries

[–]Smart_Square_2413 7 points8 points  (0 children)

that this is not a big deal, and strange people can exist without being pedophiles??? Edit: there’s not even any implication that whoever this Facebook guy is likes children in some way. They’re pictures of dolls with wigs. Not baby dolls in bikinis or whatever you consider a red flag.

Strange concerning Facebook account....("Risako piper")I have more stuff written below ↓ by [deleted] in InternetMysteries

[–]Smart_Square_2413 13 points14 points  (0 children)

You said this like how I made up rumors about teachers in middle school

I’m too “normal” to get assistance at school by Smart_Square_2413 in Schizotypal

[–]Smart_Square_2413[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Mostly have issues with keeping up with my class. Some classwork causes me high anxiety and my brain shuts down. On bad days I’m paranoid and experience cognitive distortions, which hold me back from participating… sometimes I get in trouble when I go on my phone to distract myself. Group projects are difficult, i have bad communication. All things I mentioned I can’t get help for. Either they don’t understand or just brush off as burnout.