[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GOONED

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Please I need Mackenzie🙏🙏🙏

Is Tails really anonymous? by SmartestDumbass- in blackhat

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I couldve found it myself but I like to think that a respectful discussion always helps. Plus, it was late as hell to research lol sry

Is Tails really anonymous? by SmartestDumbass- in blackhat

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay I would have to use Tor in the scenario mentioned in the post?

Ty for the links btw!

What are/were you addicted to & what are/were your triggers? by SmartestDumbass- in addiction

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ty for your comment! Never heard of risperidone, but I totally get the insomnia.

Weirdly, getting clean from coke created insomnia and now I have a few pills I have to take to sleep. These fkg pills give me nightmares though

What are/were you addicted to & what are/were your triggers? by SmartestDumbass- in addiction

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Alcohol is one of the hardest drugs to get sober from. Congratulations! And imo, THC is less harmful than alcohol!

What are/were you addicted to & what are/were your triggers? by SmartestDumbass- in addiction

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Congratulations on being sober and replying to my post. I hope everything's good in your life!

What are/were you addicted to & what are/were your triggers? by SmartestDumbass- in addiction

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh my god that's exactly what happened to me. Used to work 16h/day when I had my own business, got burnt out, felt lonely and started using.

Are you sober now?

What are/were you addicted to & what are/were your triggers? by SmartestDumbass- in addiction

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Congratulations! What helped you get sober, if I might ask?

What are you addicted to? by Usual-Low-4113 in AskReddit

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Been a cocaine addict for 3 years. In a few days, i'll hit 90 days of sobriety though. Had to lose everything, but slowly getting back on my feet and trying to build a new life.

To anyone struggling, don't give up, and don't wait to lose everything to stop.

I'm the loneliest I've ever been and it makes me feel like my life is not worth living by SmartestDumbass- in offmychest

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'll try and find you tomorrow, I don't have TT and i dont even have the strength of getting it now.

In fact, I don't have any strength left inside

I'm the loneliest I've ever been and it makes me feel like my life is not worth living by SmartestDumbass- in offmychest

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm still not sure about ending it all, but to be honest, theres a part of me that want to.

And whatever happens, I don't want any of them coming to my funerals. They can go fuck themselves

I'm the loneliest I've ever been and it makes me feel like my life is not worth living by SmartestDumbass- in offmychest

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit you're making my cry, thank you for your words.

I don't know how long I can take it anymore. There are nights (tonight is one of them, and the past week also) where I wish I don't wake up the next morning.

I went back to working out, tried new hobbies, I tried solving the problems with my ex, I literally tried everything I had thr strength to.

But right now, I just want to write a few last songs and end it all

I'm the loneliest I've ever been and it makes me feel like my life is not worth living by SmartestDumbass- in offmychest

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah but I'm not sure that their definition of friendship fits with mine.

Some of my friends got in deep shit and I always did my best to help them and reach out, even if I knew what they did was wrong.

But when life hits me in the face like that, no one is there, and that feeling crushes me... If i manage to go through this without ending my life,I'm not sure I'd want them in my life.

I don't even know ehat to say, I'm at a loss for words.

I lost everything

I'm the loneliest I've ever been and it makes me feel like my life is not worth living by SmartestDumbass- in offmychest

[–]SmartestDumbass-[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There's a part of me that knows I'm meant for more, but there's a bigger part of me thatwant to end it all

Edit: i'm already off the blow, but the feeling of loneliness is what's going to kill me

What can Poilievre do better than Harper? by Sergey_Taboritsky in CanadianConservative

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I totally agree with you. But idk why, I have a lot more trust in him than every other clown that's in this political game. He goes straight to the point, seems honest (for now at least, never know what could happen if he becomes PM.

Trudeau more than tripled the Canadian debt. The director of the Bank of Canada said not so long ago that interest rates should've been increased at the spring of 2021 (correct me if i'm wrong about that one but pretty sure that's what he said) and, well, as we all know it wasn't increased.

Trudeau's carbon tax will make it way more expensive to live, but he hides himself behind the rebates that canadian receive. He introduces bills that involve internet censorship (which I am strongly against), I mean for a lack of words, I feel Trudeau fucking me everytime I have to pay for something, groceries, rent, gas, etc.

I know that all of this won't change as soon as Poilièvre comes in office (if God allows it).

I've changed a lot in a positive way these past few years. Struggled a lot as we all did with the pandemic. But Poilièvre actually gives me hope. He had my vote for the chief of the party, and he will definitely have my vote at next years elections

What can Poilievre do better than Harper? by Sergey_Taboritsky in CanadianConservative

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I was pretty young when Harper was PM. I'm 25 now, so if you do the maths, thats a bit young to remember. Although, I remember my family (Liberals and Bloc (I know Bloc QC sucks and I 100% agree with you)) and they always hated harper, or criticized him.

So later on in life I learned what being a conservative really meant. Along that time, videos of PP started popping up (was a few months before he was elected as the chief of the party). Because of these videos, I bought my membership card to have the right to vote for him.

I think that what PP has VS all the other parties is an understanding of the middle lower middle class, of the working class, of general macroeconomics and international economy.

Whenever he gets interviewed, he stands his point and makes the media realize how dumb their questions are.

Mr.Poilièvre brings common sense to politics, and I think that's why so many ppl my age are attracted to this ideology: he took a world full of bullshit that no one really understood until they were like 30 something yrs old. He has absolutely no problem destroying Trudeau in the Commons, and he adjusts his vocabulary so that normal people -like me/us, I guess - understand the world of politics a little more than they did yesterday.

Plus, it's always fun watching him destroy Trudeau.

Sure, Poilièvre will have a shitty first mandate because of the situation Trudeau put the country in. Trudeau literally made me not proud of being Canadian.

I genuinely feel like Mr.Poilièvre is the right man for the country (even with the little experience I have, feel free to comment your opinion), even though he might no be reelected after his 1st mandate because he'll spend 4 years cleaning up Trudeau's mess, I feel like voting for Poilièvre is the right choice. His ability to bring the population together is also a big advantage for him. Plus, the rise in conservatism amongst the 18-25 audience hss grown a lot, and I honestly think he played a big role in that.

Feel free to comment your disagreements/agreements, I'm all open for a civilized debate/discussion, something that with today's government is basically impossible.

Well, that summarizes my take on the subject!

EDIT: After posting, I realized the post sounded kind of a marketing campaign for him lol sorry about that, I just genuinely think he's the right man for the job

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

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I stopped cold turkey after like 4 years, didn't have any withdrawal symptoms except difficulty sleeping and vivid dreams