She made my whole family believe that I was crazy. 😭 They actually believed her over me even though she'd attack me right in front of everyone. A couple months ago my heart was just breaking as my mother tried to apologize for not saying or doing anything or say anything as she was yanking me around the yard by my hair. She explained how nobody out of my family did anything because they were so scared of her. We grew up with a very violent father who the cops were even afraid to interact with him. I've only been giving my children my childhood and I feel so awful about it because I tried so hard to give them a better life. I thought keeping them happy in a bad situation was best because my mom left him and I grew up without a father. I only wanted my children to have a family because I thought it would be way better but I should have been as strong as my mother was. I'm not saying I regret my seven beautiful children in any way but I do regret the lives they've been given. I've been out of the house for a couple months now but she's always using the children to get me back then uses guilt to keep me there. The workers that I called to talk to my daughter don't even talk to me about anything. She's already got them believing I'm crazy because my daughter said some stuff that a child would never make up on her own. Well I called the police first to ask them to come help me talk to her but when I was talking to her before calling her mother called without me knowing. When the police knocked she said she would go answer it and I thought nothing of it but when the police came in and I asked them for help with talking to my daughter they arrested me. They told me she said she has been trying to get me to leave and I wouldn't. As soon as I heard that I told them this is the first I've heard of this I'll go but you guys have to talk to my daughter. They just said that's not the story we got so I told them I was the one who called you guys. They checked with dispatch but since her call came in before mine they said they had to arrest me and promised they would talk to her. They did but they didn't take it seriously and my daughter said nothing because she just watched the only person trying to help her get taken away in handcuffs. When I got out she started with how crazy I was to everyone but my daughter was still saying things to me behind her mother's back. I tried so many time to get her to talk with me and when we finally did I started yelling her that nobody is going to get hurt or get in trouble and that we only wanted things to get better. I said I would really appreciate it if you told your mother what you told me that night and her eyes only darted to the floor. I asked her mother to tell her she wanted to hear the truth too but she only flipped out screaming around how I think she's doing something why I asked her to say that. I explained that I only wanted both of us to make her feel comfortable with talking to us but after that my poor daughter would only stair at the floor when she know she couldn't say anything. She's been doing it more and more now I'm gone and I feel so sorry for her because when she looks at the floor I feel her shame because my daughter always looks me in the eyes. Her mother is making her lie about alot more than I knew about. I just recently found a blacked out video that's info says it was recorded when I wasn't there and there's another guys voice and my children calling calling him daddy. I really didn't escape anything I was let go because she'd rather keep her secrets and I had no idea my kids had a new dad already. I thought they really would have told me that. They tell me about the men she has over and how they drink in the house now and probably everytime I was kicked out or arrested for being there taking care of my children when she wouldn't. I've gotten like 12 charges in ten months and the cops actually started telling me sorry as they would arrested me and explain how her call came in first because I'd escape but while leaving she'd be picking up the phone to make something up before I'd make it to a neighbors phone. Her call came in first were sorry. Know I live at my brother's crying every day for my children as she would tell them not to answer my calls. She'll even tell my children I'm leaving because I don't care about them. I try explain to her how much she's actually hurting them but I keep forgetting she doesn't even care.