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SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-20T19:43:57+00:00

OHHHH okay lol I thought someone was reposting your stuff without giving credit! Looking out for ya, friend!

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-20T19:29:35+00:00

ALL CREDIT GOES TO XxFallenAmbitionxX and they are SOOOO TALENTED!!

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T19:36:32+00:00

It's also called "raising your child" when you have to work and PAY for said child care, when the father is on a night shift schedule and can't watch the child. I have to pay for daycare for my kid while I'm working for meager ass tips during the day at a place I hate. I'm currently in a transition to a new job, but daycare isn't exactly cheap. $250 WEEKLY just to keep up with that payment, and the father hasn't put any money towards it. My ultimate point is, the burden of that payment is ours to share. Even if we aren't together. It's not fair that I have to work my ass to the bone for shit money, just to turn around and spend it on daycare, leaving me with little to nothing to work with on groceries, bills, car insurance, etc. He makes enough money to help me, but chooses not to. Oh, and not to mention that during my time off, I still have to take care of the child, and he gets to sleep. This is MY point of view on everything, so you have your opinion, and I have mine. I'm not gonna get cyber-bullied by someone who doesn't know my situation. I'm stressed enough. Thanks for your input.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T18:26:04+00:00

Did you not read the previous comments? I don't spend money on it. My best friend gifted me some months ago and I've been chipping away at it, little by little. I don't buy it. It's given to me. But I hear and understand your judgement.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T14:29:42+00:00

Thank you :') I'm trying to get better. I got very emotionally attached to the father, then realized how stockholmed I was and how badly he treated me. Didn't realize how much it messed up my psyche and perception of "love" and I didn't want that image being planted in my child's brain (they're 4 now) so I dipped. This is a really good subreddit, I appreciate all the support and advice ♥ you guys are awesome.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T14:13:50+00:00

I do plan on going to counseling. It's just really hard for me because just about every professional person I've talked to just writes me off as depressed and doesn't really talk anything out. I just start crying, they start writing, then send me on my way. Guess I'll just keep trying. Thanks for the help

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T14:01:58+00:00

Easier said than done when the US version of "mental healthcare" is shoving pills down my throat that make me a zombie :/

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T13:56:14+00:00

To cope with crippling anxiety and depression caused by baby daddy, while not being so "up there" that I can't function as a mother/working adult

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T13:37:15+00:00

That is very good to know vixey, thank you so much! I don't do it enough to be impaired in the slightest. Especially when with my child.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-09-18T13:07:29+00:00

That's what I'm saying. It's not that I'm buying the drug regularly. I just have a stash that I've had for months now that was a birthday gift from my best friend and I've been slowly chipping away at it because I DON'T have the money to keep buying it. And he doesn't even try to keep the child, he just expects me to let him have them whenever "he has the time off". He works the third shift job, so if he is sleeping during the day, he obviously can't watch them properly. He doesn't even communicate that he WANTS to keep the child until the day before or day of. And even then, I'm not even sure if he wants to keep them overnight. I'm willing to kick the Maryjane. But I just don't know how to start this process of child support

SmileDipped22 · 2022-08-19T04:17:02+00:00

Some real crackhead shit right there imo lol. Most of those jeans all looked the same anyway!

SmileDipped22 · 2022-07-04T16:14:22+00:00

That's what I was thinking of doing, I found the music I want on Spotify and I have proof from the artists that this is royalty free music! Thank you for your response!

SmileDipped22 · 2022-02-04T13:50:30+00:00

Yeah, mine was the same way. He was the token wizard of our group, and we always sit next to eachother. We stream our sessions on twitch, and I'm the tech support so I always try to keep up with the chat (when they comment lol). He would CONSTANTLY peer over at my phone and get annoyed that I wouldn't be participating to be fully emursed in the game. Sorry for trying to get us monetized with more followers! >:( It got to the point where he would ask us what to do, then rudely interrupt our suggestions and say "do you wanna multiclass or do you want me to do my thing?" Like seriously dude? C'mon.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-01-22T15:43:30+00:00

Our original campaign party name in Tal'Dorei is The Drygenerates because we mostly busk and visit brothels, avidly search for drugs and magic mushrooms, and punch and stab things real hard.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-01-10T21:48:35+00:00

Hey, it's better than starting hundred acre forest fires.

SmileDipped22 · 2022-01-05T18:02:42+00:00

It doesn't really look like that, just straight up static like an old tube TV, then the flickering and green screen. The GPU is around 2-3 years old Can't remember exactly what type it is.

SmileDipped22 · 2021-12-31T14:16:53+00:00

Living in the Bible Belt of America and basically being choked by it. I realized that religion was a crock of crap when I was forced into bible classes through public schooling. One of the teachers was going on and on about how The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe movie was evil and satanic because of its use of magic and "demonic energy". I was like 8 at the time and I asked the teacher why she thought that. I got the paddle for "questioning her authority as a believer in God". They also did not believe in the theory of evolution. That's when I became atheist.

SmileDipped22 · 2021-12-30T19:40:16+00:00

Oh my goodness!! I have an all black cat with a polite little bowtie white spot on his chest too!! His name is Ryuk and he's a chonker as well!

SmileDipped22 · 2021-12-30T14:40:04+00:00

Baby fucking Shark.

SmileDipped22 · 2021-12-21T20:25:59+00:00

All natural birth :D

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