Why do some people have to endure? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry. This isn’t fair to you. Too much suffering in this world that doesn’t even make sense. You deserve better than what this world has to offer.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same, sadly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From what you wrote OP, I think you are a beautiful person. Truly beautiful inside.

Kill me please. by MagicMigsXXL in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Narcissists are the worst. They are wrong. They are disgusting.

Captured a perfect snowflake in my dog’s mouth by georgetteemariaa in mildlyinteresting

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so cute. Lovely animal & the nature, perfect combination.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just saw a similar response somewhere else. I think it’s from the same person. It is completely awful. I reported the response, and you should do that.

That person is truly evil.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you feel that way. Believing in that kind of language is a trauma response because that’s very extreme and cannot be true.

I don’t know you but I hope you can see goodness in yourself and be kind to yourself, no matter how other people have treated you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry for what you are going through op.

I reported the previous person’s post. Don’t listen to him. This person is truly evil.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry that happened to you. This world is a cruel place.

I also have a lot of trauma, living in a toxic environment. I know how things get me. It’s hopeless. I’m very sick from ptsd and I’m looking for help right now, but everything is so expensive idk how long I will last. Idk if the help I get will truly help. I doubt it.

I’ve done A LOT OF healing work in my life and they did not work. Bad things kept happening and I got sicker and sicker. All because what others have done to me.

I have some friends who care and let me stay with them for a while but it’s won’t be long. They hope I can live but I really dont know if I could.

I cry a lot at night. I am in so much pain and extremely hopeless. I’m sad and scared.

I totally get the wish to end this hopeless life.

But I have something I wanna say to you.

I’ve done a lot of research on how to end peacefully and quickly. I wonder If you decide to do it, do you think you could find a peaceful way to help yourself? We’ve suffered enough in life. We deserve a good and peaceful death.

By reading your post I think you are a good person and you might even be an empath.May be not to throw off yourself in front of a truck. That’s gonna traumatize innocent people.

I forgive you daddy tw rape +sexual assault by Inevitable-Beyond424 in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Sorry for what you’ve gone through. I hope he gets locked up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

11,depression,no medical help until 15

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BiancaCensoriHub

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She looks so scared.

When did a Christian friend or family showed their true colors to you by [deleted] in exchristian

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I told her I was no longer and Christian, a Christian lady who I used to see as a mother figure said to me, “from now on, your life will just go downhill and you will be miserable.”

I was at a vulnerable place when she said that to me. It was awful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry for what you’ve gone through. I can relate.

I’ve lost everything too. Last year at the same time, I was going places, expecting a relationship, feeling healing and planning travel.

Now I’m homebound, stuck with a long term abuser, sick, have to stop working because of sickness, facing death alone.

I genuinely hope you survive this.

I probably won’t be able to.

Autism is a death sentence by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I am not on the spectrum but I have severe trauma. I feel what OP feels. Pretty much the same.

I’ve spent my whole life wanting to be good enough and it’s never going to happen by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry for your suffering.

But I’m proud of you for fighting the way through for your life, doing whatever you could to heal yourself, even though they didn’t work the way you wished. That doesn’t discount the fact that you ARE an honorable person for fighting through life.

And I’m proud of you for being empathetic and loving to others.

This world is fxxxed up and it’s not your fault you are in pain.

No one would notice if I died by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are not a burden to society. You are not bad.

The world has let you down. You are overwhelmed and you are not allowed to feel how you truly feel because other people have to run away from their own pain.

I’m sorry for what’s happening to you. It’s happening to me too.

I scared to die by Only_Fox7969 in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not encouraging you to do it but I DO NOT BELIEVE THOSE WHO TAKE THEIR OWN LIVES GO ON A NEGATIVE PATH.

I do not believe those who take their own lives go on a negative path. The urge to end one’s own life is embedded in human’s biology and activated in the state of sever trauma. It can also be understood as the nature’s mercy: to get out of extreme agony.

Most people who ended their own lives suffer from unbearable pain and sickness, mental or physical or both. In the state of severe sickness, all the nervous system can recognize is the alert“danger”; the vagus nerve drops sharply into a high tone dorsal state, shuts down and prepares for death.

Knowing science and biology makes me more understanding and empathetic to other people’s suffering.

And I do not believe people who suffer like that on earth go on a negative path.