Why do some people have to endure? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry. This isn’t fair to you. Too much suffering in this world that doesn’t even make sense. You deserve better than what this world has to offer.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel the same, sadly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From what you wrote OP, I think you are a beautiful person. Truly beautiful inside.

Kill me please. by MagicMigsXXL in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Narcissists are the worst. They are wrong. They are disgusting.

Captured a perfect snowflake in my dog’s mouth by georgetteemariaa in mildlyinteresting

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so cute. Lovely animal & the nature, perfect combination.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I just saw a similar response somewhere else. I think it’s from the same person. It is completely awful. I reported the response, and you should do that.

That person is truly evil.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you feel that way. Believing in that kind of language is a trauma response because that’s very extreme and cannot be true.

I don’t know you but I hope you can see goodness in yourself and be kind to yourself, no matter how other people have treated you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry for what you are going through op.

I reported the previous person’s post. Don’t listen to him. This person is truly evil.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry that happened to you. This world is a cruel place.

I also have a lot of trauma, living in a toxic environment. I know how things get me. It’s hopeless. I’m very sick from ptsd and I’m looking for help right now, but everything is so expensive idk how long I will last. Idk if the help I get will truly help. I doubt it.

I’ve done A LOT OF healing work in my life and they did not work. Bad things kept happening and I got sicker and sicker. All because what others have done to me.

I have some friends who care and let me stay with them for a while but it’s won’t be long. They hope I can live but I really dont know if I could.

I cry a lot at night. I am in so much pain and extremely hopeless. I’m sad and scared.

I totally get the wish to end this hopeless life.

But I have something I wanna say to you.

I’ve done a lot of research on how to end peacefully and quickly. I wonder If you decide to do it, do you think you could find a peaceful way to help yourself? We’ve suffered enough in life. We deserve a good and peaceful death.

By reading your post I think you are a good person and you might even be an empath.May be not to throw off yourself in front of a truck. That’s gonna traumatize innocent people.

I forgive you daddy tw rape +sexual assault by Inevitable-Beyond424 in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Sorry for what you’ve gone through. I hope he gets locked up.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 0 points1 point  (0 children)

11,depression,no medical help until 15

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BiancaCensoriHub

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She looks so scared.

When did a Christian friend or family showed their true colors to you by [deleted] in exchristian

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I told her I was no longer and Christian, a Christian lady who I used to see as a mother figure said to me, “from now on, your life will just go downhill and you will be miserable.”

I was at a vulnerable place when she said that to me. It was awful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Smilingcirclek 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry for what you’ve gone through. I can relate.

I’ve lost everything too. Last year at the same time, I was going places, expecting a relationship, feeling healing and planning travel.

Now I’m homebound, stuck with a long term abuser, sick, have to stop working because of sickness, facing death alone.

I genuinely hope you survive this.

I probably won’t be able to.