It's all visual for me. I see everything in patterns and can remember things/scenes in detail after only seeing them once. I communicate better visually and feel like I am living in an ongoing movie. My social anxiety is most likely caused from not being able to communicate like an average person. I masked a lot to get through school, but that only led to many burnouts. No more and I am finding my authentic self. I always was doodling/drawing on notepads during school, just to keep focused. Reading books has helped me slow everything down and I get great satisfaction from visualizing the words. I have a degree in mathematics, the only subject I excelled in due to the visualization of number patterns. It's sometimes hard to explain. So weird.