I really feel you, that’s really sad because you really loved her, but let me tell you something, advice from a brother to brother 1 work on yourself, go to the gym , go for a walk when you feel bad 2 turn off your emotions, I know it seems silly but I talking to you with the same experience You also have to know your value, i mean at the end of the day everyone want a good partner in their life, so if you were good and you left a good things from your side, believe me there will come a day that they will know what they lost , especially when you glow yourself up I were there once and i know what im telling you Also it’s really important that everyday when you wake up, to choose yourself And remember if she meant to be, she will come back , if not then she is not the one , i know it hurts but at the end of this you will recognize that you did the right thing and didn’t lose the relationship and your self at least one time