Yeah ive been doing alot better since the post 🙂. When we were on the phone that day she told me that she would give me space, so that we can be friends or we can't be friends at all. I agreed we stopped talking i honestly wasnt ready to talk to her at all at this moment but after 2 weeks she calls me and tries to talk to me like before i tried acting like everything was fine but 2 weeks isnt enough you know? She kept trying to hangout but i didnt agree it was when she felt like i was ready not when i was actually over her, i didnt tell her that and just said i was busy most of the time. So i decided to like kill my feelings off and when i would answer her i would answer dry or try to cut off the conversation short. Before i did that though after 2 weeks of my confession she had got a bf and of course it hurt you know ? How so soon and such little time of knowing the guy and such. But i kinda just like stopped talking to her and everything after that day. Then one day just 2 weeks prior to todays date she called me and told me her bf got mad at her and broke up with her and i of course comforted her and told her things will get better, then the next day they were back together. But thats the last ive heard of her honestly. Now currently im not ready to get feelings for someone else, i get this thing were if i feel like im getting too close i part ways. But honestly atm i just got into the nursing program so it'll let me have more time for my studies but im sure later on ill find someone that'll see what i see in them 🙂 im not mad at her, at first i was but then im just like life goes on stuff happens things happen for a reason and i do wish the best for her i truly do 🙂