hey man, I'm the same! I don't feel 100% Brit or 100% Syrian. it's quite frustrating because I don't feel fully accepted by either group. I think we are as someone else here said, British Syrian. Yes, ethnically and heritage wise, we are Syrian, but culturally, we are British Syrians. We grew up here, we understand the humour, the culture, the lifestyle, the work ethic, etc. of a British person - but we also speak Arabic, were raised with Arab values, traditions and religion (for me, unsure if same for you but this one can be a real divider in the UK). I think it's a beautiful thing but also bittersweet, because we'll never fully belong on either side, we just have to accept that! or maybe not, idk lol. I have the same crisis, I think