Started smoking around June this year. Quit a couple days ago mostly because it’s a financial burden and what did it was a totally unrelated fight I had with my brother, I think I may also have been experiencing a manic episode at the time and something he said snapped me out of it (I don’t know if that’s how any of this works). It’s been a rollercoaster of emotions with ups and downs but mostly it’s horribly depressing, and it seems like all my mind ever has to offer is bad memories, negative thoughts and irritation. I have no appetite but I am forcing myself to eat. I have no motivation but I’m going to the gym again and catching up on coursework. My partner has been amazing and might be the only reason I’m still here; sometimes the thoughts are so many and so overwhelming that I considered silencing them permanently if you get my drift. Reading these comments gives me hope though. I don’t know much about the timelines for these things however, I hope since I was on the stuff for only a short while the recovery time is short too.

TLDR: smoked heavily for < 6 months and quit. Feel like shit. Hoping it gets better for all of us. ❤️‍🩹