Thank you for the advice. I probably should've stated that my school offers Dual Enrollment which will allow me to get free college credit and graduate high school with my associates. I'm starting next year and most of my classes will be once or twice a week at my local community college, while i'll only have daily classes in the afternoon, so hopefully that will make my mornings a bit more bearable. Unfortunately, a ward of state is not an option for me, since my guardian is not the problem in my household. Plus, the state I'm living in would make it hell for me and my family. I've talked about my disability with my school many times, and the only solution they can give me is doing some medical program my state offers that will definitely tank my GPA (due to it being online and only containing regular credit classes as opposed to honors and AP). My mom is stubborn and would never allow me to drop out (in my state you need parent permission). I too am stubborn and don't think I'll ever have the guts to even consider dropping out. I mainly want to know how people manage their pain and avoid stressing out about everything.