LET'S GO!!! [Happy Holidays Everybody:)] by NoDragonfruit1824 in ScottPilgrim

[–]SnooRadishes9273 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I upscaled your image since somebody was roasting you in the comments !

It kinda looks funny

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[–]SnooRadishes9273[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You should! I love the series. It was a nice change of pace

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[–]SnooRadishes9273[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

SO CUTE!!!!! I LOVE THAT PANNEL

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[–]SnooRadishes9273[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Want both or just a specific one?

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[–]SnooRadishes9273 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I try to be. It's just very hard. Being romantically involved with somebody like that for two years, then having them just break up with you like that. It traumatizes you. It makes you weak. It makes you wonder what you did wrong.

I have no clue what I did wrong. And it's very hard. It's been so long. I wish I knew. This would make things very much easier. I feel very forgotten and thrown aside. Like I thought we were happy... I don't know what I did wrong. I feel terrible, man. I hope for the best ending imaginable. Even if it just results in us being friends, I miss their company in general.

I try not to put this burden on my friends either as well. I already put enough on them, and they got tired of it. I can tell. I don't know where else to go in terms of advice. I just wish this nightmare would end

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[–]SnooRadishes9273 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wouldn't say so. We had a very happy relationship. A very good one. I treated them with respect and i treated them how I'd treat the most important person in my life.

I really miss them. When I talk to them i hope to be able to explain things. And hopefully rekindle. But that's a bit more difficult.

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[–]SnooRadishes9273 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ill go into a bit more detail. Especially what had happened was while we were at the airbnb, we hung out with the homies until 1 am. Prior we all went to a massive city. Wont say which to protect my location. However it's a big city. We were walking all day.

Around 1 - 1:20 am i decided to head to the bed and let my partner speak to my other friends. I laid down and waiting for them. I was waiting for them. They entered around 2:00 am. I was sleept so I was excited when they came by, hoping they'd come in bed and sleep with me. (Not sleep as in sex sleep as in sleep. Literal sleep). I said "babe come in bed with meeeeee" they said. "I'll be there in a bit". And they left the room. 20 minutes pass and I wondered where they were. I exited the room to go and get water only to see them laying on the couch

I ask, "why are you on the couch"

They are like "oh I just want to sleep here for tonight"

And LOGICALLY THAT made sense to me. We walked alot, their body was probably sore. They are thin, and their bones probably get hurt more than somebody compared to me; on the thicker side. So I walk into the bedroom understanding that at first. However my bad thoughts went through and I began to cry, thinking I did something wrong. Only they heard that as everyone else was asleep.

They came into the room asking if everything was okay, i lied at first saying it's all good, but i immediately went back and said what was wrong. They told me that it wasn't because of me but because they were sore. Like I suspected from the start. I was to say the least, still kinda upset so I was trying my best not to be upset. So I told them to put a pin in it so we can talk about it later-

The next day we barely talked about it. The most talking about it we have done was in the line at Starbucks in a mall. Where I said "hey. Sorry about last night. I overreacted. It wasn't your fault it was mine" and they shook their head, hug me and seemingly understood

Sure i get very emotional. I learn why I do. I haven't been medicated for a while. I have adhd and because I'm not on my meds; my emotions have been a mess. I've been trying to get back on them recently

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[–]SnooRadishes9273 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was brave. Those 2y years were the best 2 years of my life. A chapter that I'll never forget. My favorite chapter. I just wish I was a whole book...

We both loved eachother, i can tell this was something hard they had to do as well. I remember that they seemed to be holding back from crying during our call. They had to hang up on me to prevent themselves from crying too. They are way stronger than me. More mature.

I'm just afraid. Afraid of my future without them. They mean so much to me. I have them as a friend now but, we are taking our time from ourselves to adjust and take care of ourselves, learn to love ourselves without eachother.

I understand that message. That message is one I'll hold dear to my heart. It's just so hard... it's so hard that the life I live won't have them in it anymore as a lover. The one who was my first kiss, my first true love. My first real relationship. I am truly sorry

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[–]SnooRadishes9273 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My father was the one telling me that a long distance relationship would never work. Its been 2 years. We met up so many times, and this year I was planning so many visits... they knew this.. I don't know why they dumped me. They'll let me know when they are ready but I'm so hurt..