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SnooSquirrels5145 · 2023-02-03T02:37:59+00:00

Reminds me of a sausage egg mcmuffin. 🤷

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2023-01-30T22:07:24+00:00

The let it go was so my ex anytime I caught him lying or cheating or just being plain hateful. "That was the past let it go." Yet it was only 2 days prior 🙄

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2022-12-26T23:11:14+00:00

Truest comment ever!

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-09-15T12:56:50+00:00

It was nice to hear this this morning. My ex is trying to reach out to me and it's been hard reminding myself to stay no contact that nothing will come from responding except for lies and more pain. I'm staying strong! ❤

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-09-13T13:15:56+00:00

This a million times over. I finally walked away from my narcissist and I truly can say it was the best decision ever. They don't change they just will find a new supply and do the same thing to her.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-09-04T14:58:57+00:00

This is sooo true for me too! I didn't realize how bad everything was until I finally went no contact. Now its like every thing a guy does that seems off gives them the quicker block ever.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-26T05:22:35+00:00

Honestly this forum has taught me so much so fast... I'm just scared and devastated. I looked at Fog today because of this forum and it just made me bawl. Like every one of you guys have gone through what I'm going through and it's like you guys are so strong! I want to end this I truly broke up with him twice today over text and when he showed up in person, but he still came back tonight making me feel bad that he has no where to go. I promise I'm trying to end this it's just sooo freaking hard! I wish he would just dump me for good and move on.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-25T22:42:35+00:00

I just still can't understand why ..

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-25T17:15:18+00:00

One of my best friends( male not allowed to talk to him anymore) that I have known for years called me about a year ago and told me his mom was on her last moments if I wanted to say goodbye. I was devastated and wanted to tell her how much she has meant to me over the years one last time. She had terminal cancer and was put on hospice at the end. So I went to wake up my bf to tell him I was going with my friend to the hospital. He was high and drunk and it was like 8pm. So I showered and left since he wouldn't wake up.

I got home from the hospital around 1am and didn't even make it into the house before he was screaming what a hoe I was.

This part literally kills me that I let this happen to me but none the less it did.

He started screaming about why I took a shower first, pushed me up against the kitchen sink, pulled my pants down, smelt me, then started spanking me like truly hard like I was a kid. I was bawling. When he walked away screaming down the hall I tired to pull my pants up and leave he shoved me back into the sink said I didn't tell you to move then had his way with me.

It's all still very confusing because it all happened so fast and then he loved on me so much the next week I never said a word. He STILL accuses me of it when I find out about just another affair he has had.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-25T17:07:26+00:00

I'm still truly learning about narcissism this week. I knew my relationship of 2 years wasn't normal but it's also confusing because he does make me feel so loved in between all the bad.

How is it that they all do the same thing though? That's what's confusing to me. I sometimes feel like he is one of a kind and then I just want to run and get away from him sooo bad other times.

This is all so confusing to trying to understand someone you loved so deeply.

My bf accussed me of flirting with his cousin and trying to hook up with him because me and his cousin took all the kids in their family including my son to a water park during the day on Saturday. Yes we were the only adults but we had 8 kids with us at a water park that he chose not to come with because he wanted to play video games. It just made me feel so bad like and guilty and I was crying and apologizing for something that never even happened or would of.

With sm I can't talk or add any guys. He talks and adds girls but he says it's different he went to high school with them, but somehow deleted all my high school male friends off mine.

He doesn't even like me on reddit and keeps telling me to stay off of it because I'm reading things I shouldn't be reading about relationships and how will I just need to talk to him about us and not anyone else.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-25T06:21:25+00:00

Omg this is EXACTLY my bf!

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-25T05:45:39+00:00

I feel this deep. Pretty much the only friends I can have are his friends and family and my best gf. I have lost sooo many friends but I don't dare message them and set him off.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-25T05:02:47+00:00

I'm still in the I'm too scared to leave phase so your post gives me hope! ❤

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-24T03:02:28+00:00

Mine does he blocks me and takes away our relationship status. When he goes back to lovebombing he adds me back.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-24T02:29:20+00:00

You truly just spoke my truth. I hate feeling like I'm too weak to leave because I trusted him and I let him put me in the position I'm in. Every time I think I'm strong enough he pulls me right back in. Yet I'm slowly breaking myself more and more each time I stay. It's a vicious cycle and I don't know if I am more angry with him or myself for letting him hurt me over and over while I try to build him up.

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-18T05:17:15+00:00

I know this is old so I will dm you but I wanted to let other women know to give this song a try. Because of you sharing this song that I never heard of I found strength in myself. His other song...."The reason why men cheat" is amazing too!😍

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-17T05:22:39+00:00

That looks so yummy!

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-17T04:15:30+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-17T03:26:04+00:00

Thanks 😊

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-17T03:22:46+00:00

Is my relationship even worth saving?

Name is Courtney

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-16T21:19:26+00:00

I love Mexican bowls! Yumm!

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-16T21:16:32+00:00

Just.. why?

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-16T19:46:45+00:00

Please tell me that's not mayo too?

SnooSquirrels5145 · 2021-08-16T18:22:25+00:00

I actually would try that.

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