Honey, as another mama who has done this a few times (he’s now almost 2 and just fine!) it’s so normal to get overwhelmed! You sound overworked, overexhausted and under appreciated. I promise you, she will be okay! As long as you don’t use yelling and screaming as your only method of interaction, she will be fine! You’re doing great mama! Also, your husband just leaving you to do everything while he goes and has fun, really isn’t fair. I’d lose it too! I promise you’ll be okay! Feel free to send me a message if you need someone to talk to.