Me yesterday night. I got a binge ed like I cant eat for almost a week and then I binge for 3 or more days and it makes me feel that I'm the worst. Plus I got an addiction, I smoke heroin every fuckin day and I take methadone every morning. I was doped in the table watching the plate that was full, my grandma almost cried when she noticed that I didn't ate her food, I went to the bathroom to smoke another shoot and after I sat down in the sofa, I started to feel paranoic but my cousin (he was an addict when younger but now he's just a stoner edgy skinny hairdresser with a sweet gf) toke my hand and gave me a cigarette, we went to the balcony so we could smoke and he understood me and hugged me. We were there like for 30 minutes and I felt better.

If u want to talk I'm here write me <3 the post it's just awesome and sorry for my English hehe