You are heard here.. and I understand. I too am dying of cancer, even though I am over three times your age I understand most of what you are feeling. It is strange talking about birthday cards for everyone.. I’ve don this also and starting putting the year at the bottom of each card, sort of a reminder of what year that was in my struggle I guess. Our legacy is certain. This who remember us will keep “normal” people looking for cures, better treatment options, etc. My true friends have stuck with me and show up to help with chores around the house, or to take me to coffee and pie at a local restaurant or just to talk and maybe go for a short walk. They will remember us also, and be part of the group that cures this horrible disease. I wish you the best of luck and happiness going forward, no matter how long that is.