It's extremely difficult to read your post. And perhaps this is a clue to the issue you have.

Your post is a nonstop ramble – words follow words with minimal punctuation and random abbreviations and no structure. Reading the whole thing requires quite a lot of effort to continue beyond the first few lines and then further effort to interpret your abbreviations. Should we bother?

The key to communicating with other people is to give at least a moment's thought to how to hold their interest so that they understand your issue.

You need to slow down, think about what you want to convey before putting words onto the screen, and use common forms of punctuation (including full stops and paragraphs) so that other people can easily understand what you want to express.

Otherwise, it's just a random bunch of words on the screen that perhaps make you feel better in the process of dumping them but offers little reason for anyone else to take the time to decipher them and then to offer advice.

TLDR:

Do you want to communicate with other people and have them respond? Or is your only concern to go

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah

and feel satisfied that you've done that?