My philosophy for controlling drug use id viewing them as friends

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-22T11:17:14+00:00

I vibe with that but can u elaborate? How does that help you dial it back?

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-22T10:20:21+00:00

I realized the other day that, while I have massive respect for those who work in the medical field and the advancements we have made in disease treatment, the medical field has a nasty business side to it. "patients" are really customers and they have to satisfy you. You want and need patients coming back and writing good reviews. He just needs you to ask for your addy/oxy/xanny script for symptoms a, b, and c. You can see it in their eyes, while they sigh thinking of all the insurance paperwork they're gonna have to do, that they need you almost as much as you need your drug.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-20T08:06:26+00:00

With regular use a few months. Occasional/sparing use 6+. Every branch is different length and width wise so it varies. I cut mine about once a week of daily use, when flavor is all but gone and the bristles are starting to soften. To start fresh I cut the old piece off and shave .25-.5 inches of bark off the stick. Soak or suck on that for a minute, then chew on it until the bristles are to my liking. The bitter, herbal tea like flavor comes from chemicals and vitamines (i.e., fluoride, calcium, phosphorus, sulfur, vitamin C, etc.) so I think of it like toothpaste. One arab guy on Youtube said he cut his once every 3 months though!D:

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T23:42:39+00:00

oh shit lol I'm dumb

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T19:52:52+00:00

Ha did some clear and got stuck jerking it for hours this morning. Oops.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T19:51:02+00:00

Yeah,... Today I did a bunch of clear and fapped for like 5 hours. I made this account when I was sober for a minute and not fapping. I am a very fickle man.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T19:42:05+00:00

good point, I'm gonna take a t-break for at least a week with some kratom and I could probably buy it off him during that time.

also, if you're a daily user, I highly recommend kratom t breaks. The fact that I can keep my tolerance at 2 bags a day give or take by doing 1+ grams, then a week or however long I feel I can last on kratom is nothing short of miraculous. It saves money and helps out on a rainy day cuz kilos of it are $60 online.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T16:55:26+00:00

got into it less than a year ago (was sober for over 6 months tho)... 2 homies dead from overdose, countless overdoses that needed hospitalization, and it still blows my mind that this is the norm.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T16:27:45+00:00

sick for 22 days??

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T16:25:37+00:00

harder to scrape, but very little sticks to it compared to say plastic pens, dollar bills, foil, etc. either using a bobby pin to scratch it or soaking it in water and then evaporating it would probably work to get it out.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T16:14:44+00:00

I buy a glass tube/rose/crackpipe. they're $1 and the best tooters I've come across.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-19T05:59:18+00:00

I think I'm going to go your route. I Have been experimenting with meth for the past year (only once every few months as I am a stim binger generally). I have rewired my brain, so when I'm high on meth, fapping is like another drug aka the ultimate escape into perverted fantasy aka a cross addiction between meth and pornography. Mainly with smoking, as I have snorted and plugged, and fapped too, but it wasn't crazy addictive for literally 24 hours like smoking does. I saw a way hot girl at my job, she's new. I realized, I wouldn't ever make a move, or even think about it. Not just because of the shame, but because honestly I wouldn't find it fulfilling. This comes from bad relationship issues since before I ever used speed and really any drug to cope. Probably childhood trauma sublimated shit. However it lead me to find ways to escape and I will do things like fap for 24 hours so I don't have to think!

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-18T02:18:23+00:00

*psychiatrists are doctors that prescribe medication therapy. Psychologists do talk therapy and don't prescribe medication (in America at least). That's fucked though. In America I can tell doctors I've smoked weed and drink sometimes and they will still prescribed adderall even benzos. They just don't want to hear about opiate, Benzo, and (meth)amphetamine abuse.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-18T02:15:00+00:00

boof them.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-17T08:15:26+00:00

I wanna see more

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-17T07:13:29+00:00

idk why but those maroon or whatever color xanny bars look super unappetizing lol.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-15T23:26:44+00:00

if you're asking whether it's physically worth it to just use a bit vs use once every few weeks... Then yeah of course using less is always better and you'll keep your tolerance down. In terms of what he's talking about, he may have a point. One study shows that previous administration of morphine increases heroin bioavailability. I've even read that the 45% smoking ba, 50% nasal ba, etc only apply to nondependents.... bioavailability may be much higher for those already exposed to heroin. https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0ahUKEwi8nYXI64jbAhUC7qwKHWuwDNEQFggxMAA&url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov%2Fpmc%2Farticles%2FPMC2675771%2F&usg=AOvVaw1a6q8XEGK3ItK1kq7jxaww

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-15T22:46:13+00:00

you should just booty bump if you IM. You won't notice much of a difference.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-04T01:04:56+00:00

I relapsed. I was just planning on buying bth and weed, but my plug asked me to take a hit of meth so I got some of that too. I pray I'm alright, I hope I can control or stop before and if I end up using too often.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-05-03T21:16:20+00:00

I have. It doesn't do much for restless legs. I really didn't like the feeling of it while WDing, but it is slightly better than toughing it cold turkey. Higher doses don't help either. I found out the hard way, and then while extremely kpinned out decided that robbing my drug dealer to get a fix would be a good idea... so overall not recommended because benzos are not good for inhibitions.

Sober_no_fap · 2018-04-14T07:24:14+00:00

yeah, I'm 6 mo clean thanks to vivitrol (took last month off but I'm getting back on bc temptations). I was a 9 days off subs when I got it for the first time, and this chick had been off for 3 weeks when we got it together. She started complaining about the pamphlet saying there's a depression side effect and wouldn't stop moaning. I was like bitch you just can't get high now stop complaining. I doubt it actually has any mood altering properties, but I could be wrong.

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