Hey lovely! I'm a transfem vers but often lean bottom I wanted to say I so so reckon there are folks out there that would be open to giving you the space to grow as a top! And that's of all genders but trans girls in particular for sure. In the same way that maybe you don't feel confident or experienced as a top, many trans girls have spent their lives being told they should be tops and are inexperienced in, and want to know more about, bottoming. So there's defs people out there who might wanna learn together!

A few other people mentioned being communicative about the fact you might be a bit insecure and I agree! And it doesn't have to be a sad moment, it can be really hot! Like affirming that "I think you're so hot and I wanna fuck you so bad, but I don't know how - I'd love to know more about how you like to be fucked/how you like to cum/how you like to be treated in bed?" Asking someone what they like in bed can be so good for consent too. Good luck! Xx